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2008-11-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

i've lost the feeling of blogging online. i've no idea, probably i've got bored of this blog and its layout. its been very much simple all these while so i've decided to go more a more mature looking one. hahahah not exactly, but i ought to have a change after so long.

yes, i would be moving off to wordpress after this one but will be leaving this blog plus the old one in blogger. well, too much memories in the entries i guess. it would come in handy if ever one day should my memory fails me.

shall leave the links behind for easy navigation, for you guys who pop by here. and of course, me lah.

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last day of alevels!!!!

2008-11-17T09:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN!!! :)

woohoohoo everyone.

tomorrow is the last paper already! it's been a long month eh, but as much as the revision time seems like forever but seriously, the exam period is like 1/3214354365764543143 of it. never have had the habit to talk about the papers here but all that i can say is that i had loads of careless mistakes in the papers and im so telling my momo that having the fringe cut doesnt really help at all. so much for see la your fringe so long thats why got so many careless mistakes!

zoom zoom. 2years have passed and the 15years of education seemed no longer that long anymore. no longer in uniform when the next term starts, suddenly felt that my wardrobe needs a new revamp. help i need the moolah!

i've been growing my greenbeans but out of 10seeds i've planted, only 1 seed has grown into a plant! sigh. and the 2nd batch of 4 is not growing at all. when there's a chance i will get the photo up here eh but for now, my handphone is still in the hospital. so my contacts should be all lost, well most of them i guess, especially the jc contacts and whoever had changed their numbers. so whoever sees this, just drop me a message on msn to tell me your number? thanks.

have much things planned out for the post exams, one after the other. like odac steamboat, secondary bbq, oldfriends dinner and madgang shopping. jessica, we should find a day for shopping too, as much as i dislike shopping aimlessly. maybe we should just sit down, have a drink and laugh our teeth out at whatever stuff again. it's been a nongnong time! i hate shopping for prom. i shouldnt have went in the first place. waste of moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and my time to shop for things that i may not wear for the second time. rah. PLUS! i bet the whole world is going to shop for their proms within this 2weeks and the streets will be flooded with people. double rah.

i need a new hair cut soon but it's already too short for salvage. :(

ps. all the best for your finals blur!<3 please remember to have your meals yo.

countdown to alevels

2008-10-16T19:52:00.005+08:00

imagine yourself as a rolling seed on the train. you are vulnerable to the movements of the train, just like how helpless you can get when things around you get out of hand. you wished you could resist it but in fact you cant, the harder you try to resist, the more pain and pressure's on you. you roll around the train like what all seeds do and many at times nearly being trampled all over the 'body'. but somehow, somewhere came the mighty force to allow you to escape the fate of being flattened. in life, when you think you are going to die, somewhere, someone came by and saved you. it doesnt really matter who exactly had saved you, the fact that you are still alive allows you to continue rolling around the train to meet the other rolling seeds.

haha hello people. i dont know what about the rolling seed story that huimin and i were talking about on farewell. i totally twisted what i had said then and tadah, here's the modified one. percy, this is the seed story i promised. :D quite senseless though. hahahha.

well study break has finally commenced but seeing that i've to return school almost everyday next week doesnt really leave me quite happy. but like what everyone is saying, its all for our own good. yesyes i know, im sure every candidate knows it. its like this period that people are nagging at your ears like a broken recorder. and it doesnt means that broken stuff are necessarily bad and useless. take my cockroach zinc bag for example, the amendments i made to it was actually seen as part of the design of the bag by jiamin and yeeting. hahahah maybe i do have the touch for such stuff eh?

10october was our farewell. i thought it was quite entertaining with TT performance and the super funny videos by our teachers, prize giving was unexpectedly not as boring as it'd usually be! maybe looking at how your classmates/fellow odacians/friends going up there to receive their prize was also a form of entertainment. not that they performed on the stage but..... you know what i mean. best part was seeing how percy trotted across the stage huh??? :p

we had class lunch with msgoh and mrgoh at the sakura buffet at the yck stadium. the food wasnt really that fantastic i thought and it wasnt really quite value for money either. what matters more was the accompanionship of the class and of course, ms goh! hahaha it was fun trying to scoop the icecream out and making the float.

met up with Ding&co last saturday, caught up with them quite abit and started planning for our big event! hohoho. met 2/6 of oldfriends for the usual random lunches at jec today and we never fail to end off the day with a loud bang! LOL.

THE BIG FOUR.

photos from teachers' day, with wanqi and joycelyn(:

sentosa photos with odacwest!:DDDDD

look at that super ahlian kat. tsk.

wow this has been a much colourful and lengthy entry in a long time. shall just make do with this at the moment and the archives over on the left are in the mess, will get it sorted out when i have the time.

in short, goodluck to everyone out there! for the alevels/olevels/OP/final exams/and whatsoever. whether we work hard or not, we will eventually get there de so make the best of what we have left now. jiayou beh!

ps. i survived a japanese gameshow is getting so freaking interesting and funny!

untitled

2008-10-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

my mom just passed me a box from the Navy. it came with a pair of batteries and some really perking benefits. looks pretty interesting! and we had our last mass civics today, with the principal addressing about our prelims' performance. well, its time for the last lap folks!

my entries and getting more boring as the number of posts here gets more and more. either my life is such a bore that i dont have anything to talk about or im just lazy to think of something interesting to write. i hate to say but its a little of both ways.

the latest uproar recently would be the farewell this coming friday, 10october. maybe there's class outing to island creamery after that. this few days are frantic phototaking sessions with the teachers. and ms goh is sweet enough to give each and everyone a photo that she used her own camera to take. ohman, i think i'd miss her the most lah.

fatty's flying off to russia this friday night for her bagpack holiday and will only be back on 27oct. :( maybe i should control and self-discipline myself and only to come online after she's back.

HAPPY FAREWELL AJC!

personality test + post prelims

2008-09-27T10:15:00.002+08:00

hello it's been a week and remembering that shona said that it was a sad entry the previous one. like... GOT MEH? anyway results are all out except for econs casestudy2 but its quite obvious for me already. even if i were to get full marks, hahahaha.

so we had vittles at yishun on tuesday. like how i'd describe to others, unlike madjack, you'll never get sick of the taste of the food there. though its looks are not as exaggerated as madjack but the food looks appealing enough to go down the throat. there's discount for students from tuesday to fridays and you get to eat free popcorn. HAHA in short, i love it there cos its worth going there again! nice one, sherry.

wandered around the internet and i went to kat's blog and played with the personality quizzzzz. hahaha quite accurate i feel. maybe YOU can try it too, it doesnt take more than 10mins of your time. unless.....

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

and now, im getting hungry so im going to make my coffee! bye.

sentosa!

2008-09-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

its the first day of postprelims today, it was like any other normal school day only that we could actually still sit down and talk through all our breaks. i wonder how many more days can we just sit around like that. did i mention 10oct was our last day of school before our study break? which equates to only less than 21 days away. looks far away but we cant deny that time really flies. before we know it, its time to say goodbye again.

does one's emotional fluctuations and age shares an inversly proportional relationship? how come i do not feel the sadness and those unbearable feelings that we had in sec2 when we only had to split class? well, let alone sec4. i didnt even feel like it was the last day of school, seriously.

maybe jc is like a transition state from secondary to university, it isnt very stable in the first place; its only 2 years, what can really happen? friends? (yes, again) relationships? batch mates? personal qualities? how many of these can you still keep in contact with after we say gooodbye to these 2 years? hurtful it may sounds, but i doubt i can do all of it.

we move on and forget about what the minor details that really happened. looking back on what really happened in psch and ssec, i didnt really keep those "friends forever!" "keep in contact" kinda promises to most of my friends. childish yes, tell anyone that at this age i think they will just laugh it off and tell you to get alive. but really, it takes two to tango, no point be the only one trying to keep in touch when the other didnt bothered to.

lol i dont know what came over me to talk about all these things in this freaking hot afternoon but its a matter of time before i ramble about all this here. so might as well now when i have the slightly more free time to come online.

anyway the real highlights since prelims (which only ended like yesterday) was the sentosa outing with odacwest! sherry shona huimin dodo were there for their cycling outing as well. hahaha though odacwest didnt really do much happening stuff on the beach but it was the company that counts. we had the basics like frisbee volleyball and slurpee but i spent most of the time lying on the beach instead, together with ghimmy kat meihui, for the tann of course and the game of diu ai qing with the 3. the tann turns out to be alright i thought so, at least the tann is rather defined at the back(: had dinner back at jec kopitiam where we spent rather long time catching up with our lives. lol! photos are with vivian. till the next time will the photos appear here.

ohoh not forgetting that i saw jasmine at vivo yesterday too!((: appears that she isnt feeling well for the past few days, do takecare and drink lotsa water yah cos the weather's been crazy, and we're having a tanning session coming up too! takecare blur!<3

yinghooi and i

2008-09-14T19:04:00.002+08:00

its lantern day today. but im not going anywhere.

my silly cousin is looking at what im doing online now, instead of doing her homework. tsk. so im introducing all my pok-friends to her and she is so tickled by NEHNEHPOK. but she doesnt wants to say hi.

bye.

on a happy note, 2 more days to change my colour!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYY.

2008-09-07T09:26:00.002+08:00

OLDFRIENDS(:

孤独万岁失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对於人性早有预备
还不算太黑

失恋无罪 by aLin

this is a nice song yo!

anyway how did your week of holidays went? im sure i had my companion like the one at the bottom of this but it disappeared yesterday! out of the blue. the only reason i could think of is it is being pecked away by the birds. but the windows were closed. no, it didnt spin into a cocoon as well.

oh well, thats life.

ROAR

2008-09-03T19:45:00.004+08:00

FLOWERS(:

you must be tired to keep running through my mind....

hahahaha what a cheesy line. scared the hell out of sherry when i sent her the msg, so fun. XD

anyway its past the midweek and school's starting next week. which therefore means prelims is back again... but no fear cos' its going to end as soon as its going to start. it better be.

im feeling the frustration when i couldnt solve reaction kinetics in the tys and it was only the MCQ for goodness sake. that frustration that prompts me to tear the pages up and chew it like a mad dog, kick the table real hard and boxing something up like a pulp. violent tendency eh.

the weather looks so sad these few days, must be sad for me because i have to stay home to study like a studious kid.

its back again!

2008-08-31T23:19:00.007+08:00

THE MAD-POKS.

just as things were turning for the better;
complexity sets back in, yet again.
bad habits die really hard.
pixica, save me.

-blinks-

in a blink of the eye, we are nearing the last term of the jc education. fast isnt it? i was still reminscing the secondary days with joycelyn wanqi the day before when we met for lunch, it just felt like as if things had happened just yesterday. maybe the main reason is because i still kept in contact with the very few, which somehow felt that they never really left my life in any way. undoubtly this would go on for the years down, just like how oldfriends and i have kept ours since psch days. (:

happy note of my recent days. met up with joycelyn at css on friday!! that wanqi and zwin overslept and didnt turn up! anyway saw kat (since stone age) jessica (been seeing her too often already lah. lol) and..... some badminton juniors who bravely came forth to talk to me like yanlin alicia odelia weiyu chilanan. lol i dont know how brave is that though, its just me lor. css seems such a foreign place to me now, in the new school building and sea of new faces. the only teacher that i went back for is no longer teaching there!!! and i dont know where is she now. other than her, ms phoon is still around and meeting her in school was a bonus i guess. lol she was great.

so, joycelyn and i decided to leave css to meet wanqi at je mrt after knowing that lsc is no longer teaching there, no point staying around anymore. we went down to ps for lunch only to find its flooded with students and more students, changed our route to central and ended up in waraku again. we had the set lunch which is udon/soba + don for only $9.80+! and it was quite filling you know. afterwhich, walked along clarke quay and took photos with the 12 lantern animals plus whatever else is there. then we visited the almost-revamped liang court and had haato icecream! 2 medium cone for $8 + 1 small cup free. in short, we went on a budget feast today lah...

the next outing would prolly be sentosa someday after my prelims, to be planned by st, where we would get to tann (YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!) and finally plan for our supposedly hongkong trip. this is getting so exciting(:

in the midst of preparing for prelims today, i drifted off halfway to thinking what kinda work i intend to look for during the long holiday after alevels.

relief teaching sounds a good deal eh.... hahhahaha.

OHOH! HAPPY BIRDDAY TO THE NO-LONGER-A-TEEN-HUANGYINGZI!

nostalgia

2008-08-13T19:31:00.003+08:00

(:

some of us chose to walk by the road;
yet some of us chose to run along it.
whatever the choice, we would have already travelled along that road.
yes, thats how life functions.

i miss odac:(

2008-08-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

okay i ought to be sleeping now. but i ended up playing the computer like there's no tomorrow. anyway i came across the odac video we were shown during our investiture which had ended like last month. didnt had alot of feelings then but after watching it like now after everything has ended. i came to realised that, in fact,

i do miss odac days with 24th a lot.

:(

happy national day!

2008-08-10T23:29:00.006+08:00

hi there, it's half an hour more to the start of 11aug (ie the end of my long weekend). its not a very productive weekend i would say, though i must admit that i spent quite some time reading the papers to expand my little bird brain with all the recent news... but seriously, i dunno how much will it absorb. they say (i think it was TT) if you do the same things for 21 times, you will just remember it. im sure... so how are yours? im sure its sitting infront of the tv box and constantly updating yourself with the results of the olympics, hey! that sounds like me.

i watched the tomb of the dragon emperor with my sister last week. well i thought this was more action-packed (a typical jet-li show lorrrrrrrrrr) rather than a thriller, mummy 1 and 2 were wayyyyyyyyy much better, the tension in the first two then was goooood.

if you could link up all your life in a form of Haber-cycle, with the magnitude of the enthalpy changes of energies representing the importance of them. how would you rank them? when are you just absorbing it? and when are you the one providing?

do you comprehend? think deeper. and if you still dont, then too bad lor. dont even bother.

well, the night has caught up on me. goodnight.

irony.

2008-08-02T00:24:00.010+08:00

the irony of life is that
you'd never get out of it alive.

met up with karen today for dinner and to talk about the future. nope, not to the fortune-teller. just another once-in-awhile talk to consolidate and update each other again on what we want to path out for ourselves in time to come. she's leaving for bintan at the end of the year for some photography field trip and yeeting's flying off to japan on 30sept for her study trip and siti's starting school at lasalle next monday! though it isn't happening to myself but knowing such stuff in this period of books-after-timed-prac-after-revision, do really make me feel happy for them. its comforting to know that everyone is working hard and a step closer to what they really love doing. goodluck peeps!(: SIJIN LETS WORK HARD FOR PRELIMS AND ALEVELS. GOODLUCK.

and yesterday, most of us went for the tourism academy openhouse @ sentosa. well, seriously speaking it does really interests me a lot because its touching on the stuff where my interests lie but i know myself that its gonna be a hard time talking through it with my momo. just hope i wouldn't end up squabbling with her again, it has always happen when im about to move on to the next phase of education. whatever, its not the time to think about all these. its not like that 8-month-long holiday is too short to think about this.

yesterday was practically a fine and happy day. going to sentosa after school in school uniform, making jokes out of everything we see; getting to see you-know-who at sentosa! (hahaha) and most importantly!!!!!!! to end off the long day, i met jt at her voiddeck to pass her sweets and more sweets and timtam that i gotten for her belated present. im sorry for the very last minute gift but since your school's starting soon again and im kinda busy with all the school stuff recently so i couldnt get a proper one for you this year. hope those food would be just nice for the pig this year. though it had only been for half an hour but it was really a nice and long-awaited talk. a pity i had school the next day else it could have been longer. all the best for your uni days love! (:

and yes. dont you think this entry somehow carries a serious tone behind it. no, im not talking infront of my lappy. i wanted to talk about something that karen was telling me about her photography thingy, about how a picture couid actually tell a story. like how does this object associated to the message you want to convey, why is it taken at this angle, how much of the object is exposed? is it everything? half? a quarter? why is it so? really, i didnt know that photography tells so much. now i really must salute to mscaseygoh, she had really taken very nice candid shots of our class birdday. though its partly due to that gigantic camera she was using but she has to know how to use it to produce the nice photos isnt it?

weekend gp homework requires us to do an essay which has one of the titles as "how important is thinking?" i feel its a challenging question but i just like doing general questions. im just so sick in the mind.

sometimes, i wonder if im digging my own grave during exams by doing so, like letting my heart take over my head. its not only in this but also in making important decisions that may twist my life around. but one thing i always believe is that once you make tht decision, dont look back on it anymore because if you do, you tend to regret it eventually and make yourself miserable.

so in that case, why even bother to look back in the first place?

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im sure the birdday girl is just shy. (:

nong nong time/

2008-07-27T23:27:00.004+08:00

yambao is doing her proposal at this very moment, thus she is unable to entertain me via msn now, which left me here blogging. HELLO ALL. anyway she told me to blog about her.

lichu the yambao
yambao lichu the
the lichu yambao

the above is not piece of crap yah. there's this chinese thingy that interchanges the words of 'wo shi shui' and i forgot whats it supposed to mean. guess what, i went to school sometime in this week and i got a shock early in the morning so i decided to make a poem.

early in the morning seven oclock,
i came to school and
got a shock!

well, that was directed to yam. (:

but anyway it's been a nong nong time since i left my words of wisdom here. ah yes, words of wisdom.

HAPPPPPPY BIRDDAY TO KAT!
HAPPPPPPY BELATED BIRDDAY TO SHERRY!
HAPPPPPPY BELATED BELATED BIRDDAY TO 17o7!

AND A VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRDDAY TO JTTTTTT! (:

as you can see, a lot of people have been passing their eighteen or nineteen during the past 2 weeks. NO FEAR COS MINE IS ON ITS WAY. its 27july and i foresee many people's ageing day coming as well, like wanxin and fatty.

it was SHERRY'S ELECTRIFYING EIGHTEEN yesterday and so we (the mads) and her sec school clique which mainly made up of ajcians as well had a birdday lunch buffet with her, blanjah by her parents. THANKYOU STUPARDDDDDDDD. sorry that the card wasnt really fantastically done up BUT nevertheless you must like it hor! and if you think with shona sitting opposite me, there's bound fo have alot of noise, you are so wrong! i dont know why but shona's exceptionally quiet yesterday and so it's up to me to entertain her. WHAT IS THIS.

studied with jess at her clubhouse today, was quite conducive i would say and i thought it has been one of the more productive sundays i ever had in the longest time. yay we should have more of this! and so i irritated her with my kettle whistle again. hoho.

this is another post with no direction. yawns. i want to blog about something with more depth! my brain's hasnt been thinking much lately. why like that.....

if the problems met in life is a form of market failure,
what kind of policy should i be introducing to correct it?

edit\
this is a very well-taken photo.

pre-ODAC INVESTITURE 08

2008-07-10T20:42:00.003+08:00

wow what an influx of tagggggs. thankyou thankyou and just keep them rolling in. hahaha.

huimin and i have proven to be the best laughing couple in the century today. lol and im meeting jessica yingzi for dinner tomorrow! (:(:

OHYES. odac's investiture in 2 days' time. im feeling the excitment tingling in my toes!!

tilllll then.

taggedpost.

2008-07-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

random quote. i had a dream last night which i spoke of a chinese idiom that reflects how people behave in the society. i know this sounds dumb becaue im like thinking about all these in my dreams. but you know what, i couldnt remember that 4 words now though i managed to remember it this morning but as you know, its night time now. brain's decelerating at an increasing rate. haha.

okok with the courtesy of meowmeow im here to blog.

IT WAS GHIMMY'S BIG BIG EIGHTEEN YESTERDAY!

nope not the world green day this year but youth day. haha and today her present from manhua and co was some yellow furry chick, its like totally exactly a 3D object of what i always draw on their paper lah. small beak, small eyes, short legs, fat body. how cute is that?

dating back sunday where i spent my morning at the opening of sembawang water venture with the GOH. about 800 people turned up for the event, according to sijin. haha im not too sure about that cause i spent the time soaking in the sun at sea! BUT IM NOT TANNNNNNED. NOT TANNNNNNNNED AT ALL. after which, odacwest + honourable member (huiwen) went for lunch at swensons in causeway point to celebrate ghimmy's eighteen. too bad meow and qia didnt come.

---omg im watching the vball show on channel8 and they were supposed to hold that freaking frog. like what the shit. FROG.---

alright im supposed to be doing my homework now. so i will just end off with some quiz that nigel tagged me to do. haha be glad, cos i've never done this ever since i started this blog but well, just this time. ONLY THIS TIME HOR.

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don’t read the questions till you’ve named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. ghimmy
2. nigel
3. sijin
4. huimin
5. sherry
6. yeeting
7. karen
8. adeline
9. siti
10. doris
11. shona
12. loh
13. meihui
14. meowmeow
15. weicheng
16. rongjie
17. vivian
18. yingzi
19. jessica
20. jasminetan

Q1: How did you meet 14?
meowmeow. ODAC LORRR. GOGO KATBURG DUO~

Q2: What would you do if you’ve never met 1?
ghimmy. i will cry. LOL just kidding, i guess i'd have missed out a lot of fun in my JC life w/o her. hahaha so cheesy.

Q3: What if 9 and 20 dated?
siti and jasminetan. LOLLLLLL no way would they even know each other.

Q4: Will 16 and 17 date?
vivian and rongjie. hmmm sounds good and i wont be surprised if they ever started on their horny oonversations.

Q5: Describe 3?
SIJIN. i can write essays on her but she's one that's special enough to be even described in words. you have to know her deep and well to appreciate the kind of person that she is. all i can say is that its those misunderstandings over trivial stuff donkey years ago that makes all of us who and where we are today. as cheesy as it may seems, but she's one of those that my message inbox never fails to have. HAHAHA description enough or not?

Q6: Describe 7?
KAREN. huh another description?!?! its somewhat similar as the above because we all come from the same era and we are still together in the same clique. we are all used to not having each other together in schools but its okay because i just know that they are there. hahaha so er xin.

---there better not be anymore descriptions coming up. or iwll just skip.---

Q7: What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
HUANGYINGZI. ever heard of the boy who cried wolf? hahaha she has done it alot of times already.

Q8: Whos is 9 going out with?
siti. hahaha its for me to know and for you to find out!

Q9: When was the last time you talked to 13?
meihui. sometime ago last week in the canteen about ghimmy's 18 celebration.

Q10: Who is 2’s favorite band/singer?
nigel. OH SHIT I DONT KNOW LAH. he sings all kinds of songs that just come to his mind. i will just sing along if i know the song too.

Q11: Would you ever date 4?
huimin. LOLLL sure why not, we need a good laugh and great feast at times with MadGang.

Q12: Would you ever date 1?
ghimmy. why ghimmy again?? sure, why not?

Q13: Is 19 single?
jessica. haha sure at the moment yes. SHE'S A GOOD CATCH. quick get ur fishing rods ready!

Q14: Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
shona. HAHAHAHA we will just end up having senseless conversations everyday.

Q15: School of 3?
sijin. jjc.

Q16: Where does 6 live?
YEETING. her house.

Q17: What is your favorite thing about 5?
sherry. the fact that she's as gluttony as me and her philosophy of na de qi, fang de xia. and the way she can rattle on and on and on and on.....

Q18: HAve you ever seen 10 naked?
doris. hahaha she have i also have, i have she also have. what else?

5 people to do this.

OLDFRIENDS
MADGANG
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YAY im done with this. im so not doing such long things next time. so draining can. and yes, i cheated in choosing 5 people in doing it. doncare.

bye blog.

FUNNY PHOTOS!

2008-06-27T20:52:00.011+08:00

the playground is a place where we have forgotten,
as we all moved on together with time.
where have those catchings and blind mice gone to?

i was reorganising the photos in my lappy when i came across the MADNESS photos sherry ghimmy huimin and i took at island creamery on some very random day after school in 2oo7. hahaha here's some of them(:

this is damn hilarious. LOL. its even funnier if you have all the rest of the photos and it looks like a filmstrip when you keep clicking it.

PSSSSSST. LOOK AT GHIMMY! LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

oh what fun, it is to be in a world of no worries. HEY!

okay i realised the whole entry is contradicting but i better pen it down before i forget, in time to come. bye all! im supposed to clear my shelves during the weekend. but i dont know where to start from. you know, its like so....crowded.

midyears 2008

2008-06-26T16:57:00.003+08:00

hi there's another statistics paper to go tomorrow yet im here on the computer! but i came here to scan some notes for the fat chick. so im here. anyway i wouldnt dare to say that im confident in my midyears this time round. sigh.

oh we (the physics group) had mos burger at woodlands after the physics paper today and i heard a song while in the toilet. haha thought that the tune is catchy. I LIKE. at least its not as fast as the wordplay by jason mraz. haha enjoy.

im yours by jason mraz.

pre-moys

2008-06-19T11:52:00.005+08:00

ooooo its another 4 days before the june hols end which is like so fast. its not that moys is here that matters but the fact that one month hols has just ended just like that. i felt more of wasting this one whole month away, only being able to catch up with some peeps. september hols, here i come! alright, looking on the bright side i get to see my school mates yet again BUT (aiyah) kinda disappointed. maybe i should have taken the initiative this hols. ohwells.

actually i had manymany thoughts when i was revising through econs/maths/chem/physics. but, i kinda forgotten the bits and pieces here and there. thoughts, as in like the rate of reaction entry kind. whatever, wont be blogging too often now since school's reopening soon. so, i will just leave my blog lively and colourful with these photos. hoho.

picasa is so user-friendly!

<333

ohoh! im finally getting my hair cut tomorrow, its like already sweeping the floor for my momo. YES!

no taste):

2008-06-12T13:12:00.003+08:00

you know whats the saddest thing for me? its the fact that i can taste nothing, literally nothing when i eat the things that i love. sigh, i couldnt taste the chicken rice and its chilli that i was craving for the past few days, neiher could i taste my milk coffee this morning. not forgetting that the fact i cant smell anything as well, not the fruits nor the coffee.

wahbiang, i dont like saying this here but im damn sad today. no taste no smell for the time being.

):

\editall thanks to picasa, i managed to summarised my day out with piao liang jie jies via the collages of photos. enjoy.

at east coast park.

at the cheesecake cafe.

at changi airport t3.

reflections about oversea trips.

2008-06-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

well, i chanced upon neo's blog and read about his posts on his recent rinjani trip together with rongjie, mr chin and teachers and of course the j1s. reminds me quite abit from terengganu trip last year. now i know why the seniors say june trip's the best. haha but this year's looks pretty fun too, but i guess i would hear more from them tomorrow from the bbq. which reminds me, im still having a sore throat. hahaha yes ghimmy, im still going to make my banana nutella nevertheless(:

well, this is just a random thought but it dawned upon me when i was reading neo's. was it the breath-taking scenceries at the summit that matter more after spending days of climbing, being so exhausted and everything else that you think ur efforts have finally paid off; or was it the days of trekking, singing and perspiring with ur mates, in the sunshine and rain, rather the test of endurance, that really matter more?

shit, i missed half an hour of the when law turns loose.

day out with ding and co.

2008-06-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

while waiting for myself to cool down before showering, i shall share with all of you my day. its not always of me to share my day you know, so just read it lah. no random quotes today though, have not been reading or thinking much lately.

alright, the second week of holidays is coming to an end, however im nowhere near completion of any subject! at least not organic chem nor statistics nor micro econs. okay, this is bad. to think im going for dinner with oldfriends next monday and talking session with madgang on thurs. i gotta set myself back on track.

anyway it was a nice hot sunny day at eastcoastpark today! well, it didnt rained like the past few days at least(: i've not checked if i got tanned again but i think probably not. sigh. before meeting up with the rest at bedok, met dawan beforehand to get balloons for the 3 already-18-people and 2 small balloons for ourselves.

needless to say, the balloons are attached to our bikes as we cycle from ecp macs to bedok jetty to changi chalets to some outskirts of ecp. meanwhile, seowting's garfield flew awayyy..... and so we are left with 4 ballooned-bikes. ecp did changed quite a bit from the last time i went that far, they have this garden podium thingy somewhere after bedok jetty i think.

afterwhich, we had our teabreak at burgerking before making our way to the cheesecake cafe at siglap. been more than a year since i went there, hmmmmmm, ohwell its over, its a new company of people this time! (: had a piece of cheesecake and slack around till we decided to take a bus back to bedok interchange where we detoured back to changi airport t3.

it was like so grand can. but im already so drained out by then so i just tagged along with the rest and we visited the toilets there. walk here walk there, and the night wasnt getting any younger, so we eventually went home. oh and if you are wondering, yes we walked around with our balloons everywhere.

okay, so there's no photos today cause wanqi joycelyn seowting should have hitted the pillows by now and i doubt i will catch them online any sooner this week to send me their uploads. ohyah and joycelyn used an ancient film camera today, the "click" sound is so classic. you know, the sound that the shutter makes when you press it.

click.

happy eighteen to porkai(:

2008-05-31T09:13:00.009+08:00

it takes years to grow a tree;
yet it just takes a few seconds to have it cut down.
the same goes with HR, isn't it?

some random post at 9am on a saturday morning. just sent kat and ghimmy out to their bus stop after having them camped over at my place and pArata-teh-supper till 0200 with gentleman, weicheng, whom we were webcam-ing with via msn till 0300+ it's one of those non-sensical nights again.

anyway i was wrong about my sister the other time, she did taped down the show for me but it was in some other folders of the cable program (if you could understand what im referring about) sigh, im sorry fatty. though she might never see this. haha.

good morning and goodnight to all.

HAPPY EIGHTEEN TO DEAR PORKAI!<33

edit\ okay, as you can see on the left screen there <<<< i've decided to be nice and start linking people again.

and this, taken from sherry's at the AJ choir concert.

i have a sudden random label for each of us.

ghimmy the cheeky one.
huimin the crazy one.
dodo the mad one.
shona the wild one.
sherry the loud one.
and me? the tame one(:

deceived life.

2008-05-26T12:49:00.002+08:00

in this world of deceive,
every living thing lies to stay alive.

im freaking irritated that my sister did not record the show for me yesterday. and the dogs up there are getting on my nerves, or rather the people up there cos their owners cant seem to keep the dogs quiet for 5 minutes. why bother keeping dogs if they keep chaining them up at home in the first place. poor dogs.

who says animals have no feelings like humans? there was a case when the circus elephant flared up and trampled and destroyed everything in the way, only because he had witnessed the deaths of his parents by the poachers when he was young. its probably reasonable that the poor elephant had to suppress its feelings all the years but unfortunately, being killed in the end. if its fine for us to kill then why isnt the elephant able to be angry. no, what and who in the first place were the ones that sparked the anger in the mild-natured elephants huh. we are just selfish creatures who kill everything that we deem to threaten our existence.

do you know that jellyfish has no brains? well, now you know.

it was a day out with oldfriends yesterday. lunched at imm and went to take a look at the caoge's autograph session but like not very crowded even at half an hour before the session, probably its the wet weather eh? but not like we are interested anyway, just kaypo. went over to karen's house where we started gossiping session on friendster. hahaha so dont be surprised if i viewed your profile or something but i guess prolly not, because its mostly the primary school people that we were reminscing about. haha kbox coming up!

JUNE HOLS! (:

2008-05-23T17:25:00.003+08:00

I DECLARE THAT THE LONG AWAITED JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!

life's been like a bullet train especially when the exams are here. because of the shorter school hours for the past term, i've been able to get home earlyyyy and long bus rides are starting to get all over me again. like i said, people just need some time alone once in awhile, its somehow healthy and i just enjoy doing that.

my blog's been like so dead but thanks for the tags that has been coming and whoever silent readers out there. i know you people been dying to know what my life's been revolving about for the past few months. HAHA.

as the first statement suggests, the 4 weeks of holidays are finally here. setting the fact that i need to settle down and prepare for the upcoming midyears aside, its also time for meeting ups with friends!

1) oldfriends' gathering on coming sunday!
2) porkai's eightteen is coming like in another less than a week.
3) some random day of playing-cum-eating with the hungry devil(:
4) anymore?

okay, the only big thing worth mentioning that had happened during the past few months and that i remember was the recent AJ CHOIR concert held at the esplanade, which was rather interesting and engaging, seeing shona and her little movements. haha realised that aj choir likes to have sudden movements and expressions during their performances that never fail to amuse me the whole while(:

which reminds me that i've not been to any musicals and concerts in the longest time. sigh... but not that i know of any good ones coming up, im financially unable to either.

back to where i was talking about long bus rides. i enjoy the time being alone after a long and hectic day at school. its not being emo and whatever shit. its just a good time to reflect upon things thats happening around and to set my life back on track. for someone like me and in case you dont know, i like to have a goal in my life so that i'd know thats something for me to work towards to, rather than taking a step at a time. yah, my sister is saying that im stressing myself too much, why bother in the first place? i couldnt answer her that. probably im just competitive by nature and i do not like to lose out in things that i think im capable of doing.

those who know me well enough know that when it comes to things that im serious about, i will be serious about it when the time comes and even if it means to be switching modes to being less playful. i dont know, its just subconciously that im already adapting to the other side. and after everything's over, its back to the playful side again. many-faced eh.

whatever lah, i have no idea where this entry is heading to. it's just some things about me if you didnt know but now you know. guess i'll do up a proper one next time. bye.

long time no see

2008-05-18T00:18:00.002+08:00

hello everyone out there and to my dear dingdong blog, im aware of the absence of any movement here for ages but my desktop at home has crashed because of some unknown reason and a sudden thought struck me that my photos might be all gone again.

sigh, technology.

putting these aside, some updates about my recent doings. finally had a game of badminton with jessica yesterday (which is friday). YAY. gp and econs midyears are like less than a week away AND AND AND june hols are also 7 DAYS away! shall save the details till then.

tomorrow's the choir concert at esplanade and the retard-ed is performing. monday is vesak day and thus, its a short week ahead, yet again.

yipee...

random

2008-05-03T22:31:00.003+08:00

hi this is the only time i get to touch my lappy every week because it's in my weekend home with my stupid sister. yet, i switched it on today, only to see the wallpaper changed to some photo of her and me taken 4 years back. dodo sister of mine.

i know i cant seem to stop whining about this but,

iiiiii seriouslyyyyy neeeddddd a tannnnnnnn.

2008-04-24T14:49:00.004+08:00

if things had remained as they had millions years ago, no money, no technology, no epidemic outbreaks, no wars, no education, no obesity, no common language, no mass killings, no income disparity, no brandings, no global warming, no extinction, no nothing. just a simple life like the cavemen, there was no need for so much clothes nor excessive killings of animals for food. animals were friends of human, human were friends of human. every living organism had almost the same rights, they hunt just for survival. things were just as simple as it seemed.

true enough, if there hadnt been any invention of any kinds, we would not have the life we are enjoying now. but it wasnt all these inventions that came about, there may not be any complicated feelings, jealously, discrimination, anger, sadness, happiness. because people had a taste of what a better life is, they wouldnt want to go back to where it was after tasting it. in the case of not getting what they want, they then realised what was sadness and anger. so on and so forth with all the other feelings. people resort to good and evil means to maintain or improve their quality of life.

if there hadnt been exchanges of any form that took place then, there may not have any globalisation today, which might be, in fact, a good thing. everyone is the same, wearing the same kind of clothes, doing the same hunting job for survival, living on their own piece of land and there was no need of invasion of other territories.

as happy as things look, this wasnt the case. globalisation took place today resulting in what is there we see today. inflation, riots, nuclear, pollution, extinction, destruction of life and nature, killings of human life and extortion of animal rights, slavery, child rights and growing disparity. and the very fact that there's a need for charities and organisations to save the earth or poor are just results of human doings. it just like spilling a cup of coffee onto a piece of white shirt and trying to clean the mess with a piece of cloth. but whats the point, there's still the stain there.

the moment that the first exchange that had took place in the world, the self-timer bomb called globalisstion had started ticking off and the only way to stop if from blowing up is to cut the right wire. but whats the probability of getting it right? since the timer has already started, there's no point looking back on how cavemen had lived, every living organism is at the mercy of the dying earth now, its just the matter of time before the bomb blows up and killing every single piece of shit here.

sometimes you wonder if it was globalisation that lead to all these mixed feelings and happenings, or was it the occurence of these activities and inevitably led to globalisation? its just like the chicken-egg cycle. which came first? we still dont know.

the complexity of life. over time and time, man had been inventing all kinds of things, destroying nature, hoping to lead a better life; and yet, the technology had taken over the humans, we consume because of the things we had brought about, the brands, the functions and whatsoever. we are at the mercy of every single piece of non-living thing today and the once closest kin Mother Nature is now man's greatest enemy which would eventually swallow up everything.

what an irony.

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here's some long entry in the longest time, mainly because of the gp lesson we had today on globalisation, showing how kfc tortures the poor chickens and how different life was in different places despite the fact that we are all human beings, etc. for that one moment, i feel so ashamed being a human being who is trampling all over and creating all the shit on this place that we called, home.

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okay, here's something that is more of typical words of a student, the truth that i left my chem notes at wanxin's so i couldnt start on my new tutorials and thus explains why im here infront of the desktop now. wow. im so going to mug and save the earth.

passed maths!

2008-04-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

this is the first non-red grade i got for maths tests since 2oo8. good boost for me, i guess. anyway i feel my fats wobbling goodbye to me very soon and bubble tea shall be my motivation. till the next time, bye!

zzzz.

2008-04-17T18:06:00.003+08:00

find back that long lost rhythm;
ain't going to fail myself again;
i need a break from all these crap,
once in awhile at least.

6months more and counting...

when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. it ends tonight.

elearning days

2008-04-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

hello its e-learning days since yesterday which means i have a long weekend. yipeeeee. and pw results are out today! im quite satisfied with mine though(: im almost done with e-learning except for quantam physics, which is dreading me. either i doont know it or it doesn't know me. whatever.

ALL THE BEST FOR ALL THE UPCOMING COMPETITIONS!!!!!
hockey
volleyball
bowling

side note: i think css badminton is out of the zonals long time ago and why am i not surprised.

2008-04-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

how do you all think of my new blog? i pretty like it quite alot cos its totally reflects my life now - plain and stagnant.

jessica are you like taller now? please prove me wrong and make it soon!

helplessness.

2008-03-27T13:30:00.001+08:00

人生的无奈有如浮在水面上的叶子，
只能顺着河流的冲力，
继续飘着，飘着…

waraku w madgang!

2008-03-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

happy good friday. met up with ghimmy for kbox which only lasted us for less than 3hours. damn sad:( afterwhich we met huimin doris sherry at town for dinner at waraku. we had this very jap-atmospheric room at the corner of the restaurant which eventually made me feel very sleepy cos the food took ages to come.

errrrrrr. i dont know what to update about and ghimmy now knows i like random parts of a song. special huhhhhh.

its often the saddest songs that speak of the sweetest memories.

odac and wang(:

2008-03-17T17:58:00.005+08:00

24th and with eugene mia.

that was taken in conjunction of mr chin's birthday celebration. nice colourful photo.

(:

and this, was taken during cny kbox! one of my shits and my fav companion home on random school days. oxymoron says that it looks like dark chocolate and white chocolate.

(:(:

this was taken very long ago. i told you you looked better with long hair already! keep it long lahhhhhhh.

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sigh, i miss my tann! but whenever i looked at whyhow's awful skin peeling, im so thankful of mine but i still wanna tann. i look as fair as a pig now. and i just realised that daark circles are formed from too much sun exposure and not because of lack of sleep.

jung typology test

2008-03-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

did i post this up here before? maybe i did, sometime last year during the hectic pw period. but whatever, here's the results of mine. ghimmy refreshed my memory on psychology again. haha.

E N F P
Extravert - 11
Intuitive - 25
Feeling - 25
Perceiving - 11

The Portait of the Champion (ENFP)

The Champion Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in accomplishing their aims, and informative and expressive when relating with others. For Champions, nothing occurs which does not have some deep ethical significance, and this, coupled with their uncanny sense of the motivations of others, gives them a talent for seeing life as an exciting drama, pregnant with possibilities for both good and evil. This type is found in only about 3 percent of the general population, but they have great influence because of their extraordinary impact on others.

Champions are inclined to go everywhere and look into everything that has to do with the advance of good and the retreat of evil in the world. They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives. And then they are eager to relate the stories they've uncovered, hoping to disclose the "truth" of people and issues, and to advocate causes. This strong drive to unveil current events can make them tireless in conversing with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out.

Champions consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life, although they can never quite shake the feeling that a part of themselves is split off, uninvolved in the experience. Thus, while they strive for emotional congruency, they often see themselves in some danger of losing touch with their real feelings, which Champions possess in a wide range and variety. In the same vein, Champions strive toward a kind of spontaneous personal authenticity, and this intention always to "be themselves" is usually communicated nonverbally to others, who find it quite attractive.

All too often, however, Champions fall short in their efforts to be authentic, and they tend to heap coals of fire on themselves, berating themselves for the slightest self-conscious role-playing.

another result anaylsis:
http://typelogic.com/enfp.html

the second one is kinda long and i dont want to bore the blog with more psychological terms but its generally the same i guess though i feel the latter one is easier to understand and more acccurate. do check it out.

though it has been a year late but for those interested, here's the test link. enjoy!
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm

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school's reopening tomorrow means no more late mornings for me again. sigh. im now looking forward to June.

march hols

2008-03-14T23:07:00.003+08:00

as you can see, my blog's screwed when i tried to do something to it and so i've decided to remove the photos and everything else, leaving this box in the middle of nowhere. simplicity eh.

term break is coming to an end and here's the weekend left. did much catching ups with almost everyone thats dear except for the flowers. we didnt seem to have any plans beforehand to meet up this hols. ohwell, there's a reason why our schools are near each other and this gives us more reasons to meet up even after the hols.

tues. kbox with oldfriends and we had a feast there! mood was damn high for no apparent reason and why am i not surprised? (: then it was dinner with dearie! ((((((((((: met jt after her work and had hog's breath at holland v and cold rock icecream after that. ohman, that icecream rocks big time and thanks for the treat yah. i'll rmb to bring more money out the next time. walked many bus stops before we decided to hop on the bus home. it was sure nice catching up with you after months of no seeing. i hope the next time would come soon. (:

wed. maths tutorials in the morning. and ogl bbq at night. it rained the whole day and night. the news jsut reported that wed night was the lowest temp of 21.8C. woooo.

thurs. dinner with jx at clark quay and yay for her cos she found a new place for shopping. hahaha rushed down to lido to meet joycelyn wanqi st for STEP-UP2. it was overall good and nice and engaging but if i'd still prefer the first one, even though i watched it in the poor-surround-system of aj auditorium. after movies, we walked around taka rounds after rounds before we gave up to hire a cab and head down for the mrt. like they were saying, we hardly get to laugh so hard unless we get together again.

friday. went to watch 10000BC with odac west at jec. though there wasnt much advertising on the show (or rather i dont remember seeing any) but i thoguht the show was good and the graphics was unexpectedly well-done. the characters have cool names like bak-kut, karen, dali, dick and tutu. and their dress sense was wayyyyy fascinating, right ghimmy. (:

many meet ups with loved ones = loads of undone homework and revision.

if i were to weigh the satisfaction derived, obviously it would be the meet ups but its already term2 and term2 would come to an end even before i know it. i should be starting to settle down. no more one digit crap results for tests!

and ohyah, how could i have forgotten. ODAC SELECTION CAMP AND NYAA CAMP HAVE COME TO AN END OVER THE LAST 2 WEEKS. HURRAY FOR 24th ODAC!

having the major events coming to an end, this means 24th is stepping down soon. we had a farewell for meow and yunlin on the last day after nyaa, it felt like a step down for me too. i don't know why but i guess i would not feel as much when we officially step down in the later part of the year as during this farewell for them.

slap my face and stab my heart if i ever say im not sad when i have to bid them goodbye.

2008-02-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

put on a pair of child's eyes and look at the world. what do you see? love, fun, laughter, candies....

snap!

back to reality, and here's what infront of us.
love's dying,
fun's dying,
laughter's dying,
passion's dying,
earth's dying.

im dying.

im tired of staring at the sun
cant stand the way you burn my eyes
so i cant see
stealing every breath i breathe

random day.

2008-02-19T21:40:00.005+08:00

i cant believe chinese new year is going to end tomorrow! jessica wants an entry but i have no idea what to update about, probably some other time. odac is getting very busy very soon. ohwelllllllll.

dinner with the shits tomorrow. (:

the higher you climb, you'd realise that when you fall, it will still be the bottommost that is there for you.

my shits rock. :]

chinese new year!

2008-02-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

hohoho happy chinese new year!

annual relatives' visitings have ended with big winnings for me yesterday and today! woohoo. i won big money at the mahjong table yesterday and lost and won quite alot today. learnt new fast-money games today. and i realised poker is indeed fun!

okay anyway cny eve was different this year with dasao and dayi sanyi joining us this year, cos yah unhappy stuff. but it was still pleasant. they popped the vodka + cognac which i've been eyeing on in the fridge during dinner! 20%! YUM.

okay, but it's been a scratchy new year for me till now. :(

people are like eggs. raw, half-boiled and hard-boiled. strangers on the streets are like raw eggs, you hit them and they crack; everyday friends are like the half-boiled, you play and fight; while the hard-boiled are those you dont have to meet often yet you know the bond is strong there. getting to know a person is just like peeling an egg. if you're too rough, you make holes on the smooth and white exterior. it's not easy to peel one nicely. well, everyone has their own flaws and nobody is perfect but still, we just accept them the way they are.

do you know who are your hard-boileds? i think im sure who are mine.
(:

multiplier effect.

2008-02-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED TO JESSSS! HOPE IT WAS A PLEASANT SURPRISE FOR YOU YESTERDAY! (:

met up with jess kat at imm for dinner and celebration for jess's eightteen! a pity yz couldnt join us. we decided to go for kbox after dinner, randomly. had fun screaming the songs into the mike, atmosphere was more high than post-prom one. hahaha i want to go kbox again soooooooon.

this week has finally come to an end, and odac has ended its finale on wednesday! i have no photos with me sadly. i hope days ahead would not be that hectic, gotta catch up with my homework. though i should still set aside some time for enjoyment. haha.

another random update coming up.....

human nature is like the multiplying process. it can go either way, depending on how you look at the picture.

decades and centuries ago, people probably invested all their love and trust in others because they believed what goes round comes round. yes, true enough. that did happen in the future only having some quality differences.

through the ages, selfishness, jealousy, greediness and all other ill intentions start to become significant in the human nature, according to this MPC, people tend to receive this love from others, yet not investing all this love again into new people. Man received this lesser amount of love and in turn gives lesser care and concern to others again.... this happens over and over again until a time when such care would no longer be significant, thats when human nature has almost turned bad.

who doesn't want love, care and concern from others to be multiplied over the ages? but it seems like its the bad of human nature that has been the one multiplying over the years.

you usually look back into the past and regret on what have you not done, rather than on what you have already done.

collision theory revived!

2008-01-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

alright shona sherry, here's the entry that i said im proud of. hahaha.

the world is like a solution, containing lots of small little particles like you and me. people's relationships follow the collision theory in speed of reaction. under high temperatures, high concentration, small particle size, sometimes with a help of a catalyst, people tend to get along well with each other.

but why with these conditions? it's all to do with the collision theory. speed of reaction is increased because there are more particles that collide with each other. but does it mean that all the particles reacted? well, no.

some particles do not possess enough energy to react with the other particles that collided into them, thus they just bounced off. the thing that react the particles together is what we called the effective collision, that is there's enouggh energy to start a reaction.

isn't people the same?

yep, one random entry updated in 2oo6.

friends are particles out of the zillions that happen to have the enough energy to create an effective collision with one another.

(:

for jessica.

2008-01-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

haha jessica, this is for you. realised you are always troubled with days that got to do with olevels you know. like the last day of olevels, you were like so, i dunno, sad. then now its the release of the last year olevel results, you feel, i dunno, sad again. hahaha okay here it goes....

finally met up with jessica after what it seems like, years. just kidding, it was only more than a month. anyway we walked around imm and bought many random things. caught up quite a bit and i guess i was too distracted with the buying of stuff. sorry, i will pay more attention the next time yes, which will be soon again. (:

hmmmmm she brought up a point about why didnt i go about baking this time round and i said cos its like very sian. obviously i wouldnt have lost my interest but i thought if i did that again, it was kinda cliche, somehow. its time for a change this time, but you know what jessica, leopard does not change its spots. for some things at least.

its times like these at night that makes you want to look back at stuff and talk about them over and over again. ask me which night that came right into my mind first, i dont know but i guess it was just prom night..

pre-preparation was crazy. consecutive days of shopping with jessica, from queens to jb, you name it. last minute shopping for shades and ties was messy too. prom activitles werent entertaining but it was the company that made a difference. flowers, ding&co, twosix and fourfour.

post prom was most memorable. photos and after photos and supper at laopasat. it somehow felt like the last dinner with ding and co but, who would expect us to be meeting up once every few months last year? it was great. guess thats what make things memorable, because you dont know what is going to happen in the future. one day when you turn and look back, those are what that reaches your heart.

midnight kbox with jessica and kat was best session ever but we really had a high price to pay, literally. the atmosphere was totally filled with the post-prom-symdromes. that was an unexplainable feeling, though we were sure that we are still going to meet up often but somehow, end of prom signifies an end to our 4-year journey in our smurfy uniform. no more ORH-levels, no more AIR-ones.

can you picture this.
you stand beside a railway track, opposite you stands another person. you two looked on at each other, neither one wants to cross over nor say anything. when you decided to open your mouth and talk, a train zooommmm past. you tried to raise your voice so that the opposite person can hear you but the sound of the moving train just swallows everything. when the train has went past, you realized, the person's gone.

it sucks big time to keep quiet and fake ignorance about some things.

how life works.

2008-01-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

life is like taking a lift up. you never know what lies waiting behind that door.

everytime the lift door opens, people just come in and go out, pressing the button with floor they want. according to the 3-second stare, someone wouldnt stare more than 3s at the person if they dont know each other. sometimes, they dont even bother to take a look or say a thankyou. this are what we know as strangers. they just merely and happen to exist in the same dimension as you at the moment in time.

finally, someone broke the awkward silence and said thankyou and smiled. you both had eye contact and started a casual talk with each other. when either one has to get off, there seems to be endless topics to talk about, so both stayed in the lift.

you made a new friend!

at the next stop, more came in and decided to start a conversation as well. now, everyone knows each other and are friends. but as more and more people start to swarm into the lift, you realised that you are getting suffocated in that small enclosed area. now, a simple talk seems so difficult. you realised that you are getting less significant in there.

you decided to leave the crowd and out of the lift to grab some fresh air. the lift door shut on you and went up, leaving you on the outside staring at the passing lifts, which do not even have that space to let you in. when will the next lift come and open its door for you? you dont know.

till that happens, you are all alone again.

i guess thats how life functions.

VERUS OUTINGS!

2008-01-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

it's been a couple of weeks since school has started. managed to complete most of the holidays assignments after extended deadlines. yay! and homework now is still manageable, which is good i guess. there was a sudden urge during maths tutorials one day which made me want to work hard again.

anyway odac orientation has started and day2 on friday ended with a blast!(: had some dinner picnic with half of Verus at amk park, even though debrief ended like... 9pm. but oxymoron shared her food with me and saved me the trouble of going all the way to macs to get it. hoho.

alright, we had og outing last sunday to sentosa! met the guys at 11plus with sherry before we decided to leave for sentosa via the monorail. went to palawan with our og, together with other 2 romulus' ogs. played the typical stuff, vball frisbee soccer and cards, under the 12pm sun. damn hot. left for siloso beach to meet the og girls after that. they continued with the ball games while i went suntanning with sherry at the beach. YES JESSICA IM TANNED AGAIN!!! swam to the opposite island with some of them where we nua-ed and throw sand balls at each other. didnt really do anything there. was too lethargic. sherry tow-ed me back to the main beach and we decided to leave for the toilet where we spent more than an hour in there. hahaha.

had thai express for dinner and i sat opposite unloving who made me laugh non-stop with her stories and funny friend. ohman. so classic. played some filler games up at vivo rooftop till 930pm and we decided to go home. first og outing since orientation and im sure there's more to come!

yesterday sherry and i went over to ecp to join Verus for dinner at some jap place. the waiter was sure patient with us cause 11 orders were just screaming out at him at the same time. if i were him, i would have holler at us. hahaha oh!! and kerby taught us the F language. omg damn cool can. im so going to learn it! they went bowling after that, where i just sat around and looked on. sia la, yanling is so pro. okkkkkk, so we took a bus back to bishan. it was a nice talk after that(:

jessica, im going to be free after the upcoming week already! how about you? anyway im sorry for the pangsehs eh. we can meet up soon!! (:

2008-01-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

台上三分钟，台下十年工…

这道理是那么容易理解。

cca carnival

2008-01-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

rahhhhhhh. lectures are boringggggggg and i cant get my attention back to studies. im still in my lala land and im very happy that our og is bonding with very good progress. (:

VERUS.

orientation1 2oo8! (:

2008-01-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

Orientation1 2oo8 Aspirante has finally come to a close and well i would call it a success because our OG finally opened up to each other and had fun during the finale yesterday! with slight restraints though but wouldnt blame them for that since it's only 3 days. it doesnt matter even if we didnt win any games but it's more important that Verus had fun! and im sure they did yes.

on a bad note, i think the programme line-up suck. isnt orientation supposed to be letting the newcomers to know more about one another. whats the point of o1 if there's not enough time allocated for this objective. :\

okay, the campfire set up by odac was a success! woohoo woohoo. though the explosion was kinda lagggg. hahaha but yes, thank god that the rain finally stopped at night and the j1s did get to go to parade square for the campfire! woohoo.

finale ended off by dancing That Girl and Mambo, and of course the cheers with our OG. our efforts did pay off after all! x) oh we gave candies for our OG and we each received a heart note from them in return. hahaha so sweet of them. (:

VERUS POWER DA, POWERRRRRRR! (:

happy new year! (:

2008-01-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

hello there, its the first post of the year 2oo8! how time flies, i mean really literally. we had minicountdown to MadGang's New Year on the 30th, refer to shona or huimin's. :D anyway counted down to the new year with my beloved group of company, ODAC! the 23rd and 24th. (:

headed for ecp together with rongma nigel loh and walked quite some distance before reaching pit19. well, that was some pit under construction then muiying and co just kope it and BYOP (build-your-own-pit)! hahaha its so sea exp! woohoo odac is so versatile.

okay, i didnt help anything with fire cos i was playing slap jack with nigel yunlin loh. super exciting. oh we also had another game, the named SNAP game. instead of saying snap! you say the person's name which of obviously not the real name. so the theme was countries, desserts and dimsum. SO FUN because we picked the cheem cheem names that we dont remember.

oh then ghimmy joined us later at night, she took so long to reach because of her 2km/h speed. anyway vivian mama and huiwen didnt come in the end! BOO. after which, we playing new version of umjiji and tititi-diu! and bombom-chaki-chaki and indian poker. hahaha it wasnt the games that were entertaining, it was the company and forfeits! (:

one was yuanhan being the dancer and 'yunrui' being the pole! the other was marcus and huizhen acting out the muscleman ad to some stranger. CHECK OUT THE MATCHING M! hahaha another was keet and nellyn throwing tantrums at strangers. siti and fariha playing haidai with strangers. etc etc. super funny and the strangers were all shunning from us la.

counted down the last 10 seconds with another group of strangers and we did the ecstacy cheer + odac banja before some of us left. left in a cab with loh nigel ghimmy where we managed to take the last few trains back to jurong and walked back with nigel. enjoy night-walks cos its always pleasant!(: reached home at 3am.

sigh. its school tomorrow again. forget it, like what ghimmy says, just enjoy for the whole week before we really settle down with school life again. yes, O1 HERE WE COME! ohwells, happy 2oo8 people! (:

i dont like looking back at things that had so much happy sweet memories,
cos it brings nothing more but pain and agony now.
i want to move on.

summary of the year.

2007-12-31T11:20:00.001+08:00

something to sum up the year.

it has been an extreme change of emotions.

contradictions

2007-12-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

isn't it contradicting that people can love and hate the same thing? like...

some people love the taste but hate the smell of durians.
some people love the sunrise but hate the sunset.
some people love independence but hate loneliness.

okay cant think of anymore examples but my point is, i love orange colour to the max but hate the smell of it, especially when it comes in the form of body foam. yucks.

okay whatever, bye.

面对同一片天空，心情却不同。
可能是因为当初靠着自己的毅力他们的鼓励，
一步一步攀上去，
所以那片天空意义非凡。

merry christmas!

2007-12-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

hohoho. merry christmas everybody!

been rushing the hols assignments since i've touched down. alright, at least i finished physics and p&c and arenes tutorials. okay, this is quite bad. ughhhhhh.

on a good note, i spent my christmas eve's afternoon with my dear! sijin. :p went shopping for her christmas gift exchange at imm and i saw weiling and huangyingzi at the bubbletea shop! muahaha. apparently there was some zaizai autograph session going on. thank goodness imm wasnt that crowded to the extent till it disgusts me.

okay, we went in and out of many shops to look for inspirations for the christmas gifts. which included some toy shop that left me feeling stupid and some taiwan shop which made me red all over. all sijin's fault la! :( walked all over the place and she settled with a tiny-204-pieced jigsaw. well, that was love at first sight for both of us. hahaha so cute! now someone's regretting eh? :p

made our way back at 5 plus cos we had dinner at home! i had some kind of family christmas dinner at home, my mom prepared western food for us. my uncle and family and aunties came too. it's not a celebration actually, just coincidental i guess.

christmas for the past 2 years were spent with bbq in the chalet with my whole family and friends but since we dont usually have the practice of celebrating christmas, or at least we were not in the mood this year, i rotted my christmas day away, watching teeveeee.

ohwells. there's more exciting things to look forward to in the later part of the week.

27dec: hmmmm, meeting Ding? not confirm.
28dec: ogl refreshment in schoool.
29dec: 18o7 bbq! please let it be a success.
30dec: MUGGING session and mini countdown with the MadGang! woohoo.

yes, december this year has only 30days right, huimin? (:

badminton bbq, clay shooting, 3star and my birthday! (:

2007-12-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

woohoo. ages since the last update and many activities have been going on during this one whole month! just came back yesterday from my 12-day holiday in thailand and met up with odac west at jec this evening. received xmas cards from ghimmy and rongma! so sweet. THANKYOU! haha laughed our heads off watching those simulated wrestling games. hmm no reason actually, just spastic.

happy tangyuan festival! (:

23nov07
clay shoooting! made my way back to school early in the morning to take the bus all the way back to old cck road. sigh, one big detour. ghimmy qia huiwen were there too! pity vivian mama wasnt here, else it'll be another whole lot of fun!

okay, clay shooting was fun cos it was my first time handling with a shot gun and live firing! could feel the recoil everytime we shoot. though we had many tries but it never fails to keep my heart still for that few seconds. oh! and i anyohow shot one piece of clay! hahaha.

at night. it was the annual badminton bbq affair held at east coast park once again, but it was the farewell for the graduating batch. we, my batch and the tanyiting went back for free food! and it turned out that our batch outnumbered the graduating one! some farewell, i call it badminton gathering instead.

caught up with the batch-mates and juniors, though i only know like less than a third of their names. act friendly you know, important life skill. packed up and went back with the juniors by mrt and took bus 11 back with sindee. (:

hmmmmm to be frank, i cant really remember how my farewell was like. didnt really enjoy it probably. the only farewell thats still remains fresh in my mind was the one in 2oo5, jt's batch! hahahaha was whole lot of fun taking photos with jt sl jessica at the beach. o212o5 was a great night!(:

26nov07
then it was ASO, some asean orientation that we had organised for duh, the asean scholars. went to bras basah and amk hub for the outdoor games. fellow ogl was russell, the slacker. but he got praised for always being at the back making sure everyone was there, but the real reason why he did that we all know la hor. :p

cant remember much about the event.

4dec-7deco7
3star kayak course! it was fun fun fun, learnt the basic skills more indepth, more edging required in almost all the skills and hip flick is really important, esp for the long waited eskimo rolllll.

sigh. i think im capable of doing sausage roll la. *rolls around*

had my chicken chop horfun for two of the days! so happy, im so easily satisfied. and we got real tannnnnnned. (: 3star was worth remembering cos we were personally taught by the Legend and we watched how he had used his 2 hands to swing the kayak over his shoulders for many rounds. amazing.

despite having 3star over the week, im proud to say that it has been the best week of the year! (: spent quality time not only with my fellow odacians, but also my closer groups of friends every single day.

had 3 cakes to celebrate my seventeen! (: and plus the one from MadGang, it's 3 and a slice. hahaha. okay, gonna pen it down here.

4dec. big big day. thanks to all for the be-earlied/belated bday greeetings, appreciated it. and yes, thanks to huimin for the very first advanced greeting eh!(: fatty picked me up at changi v after 3star and we went for seafood dinner with my dear family at east coast park, ate at my very own restaurant, jumbo restaurant. was indeed a big feast! chillli crabs! :D momo bought a cake back home for me. <333

5dec. met up with joycelyn wanqi zwin st for dinner at bugis after 3star. it was some fine dining at some fine restaurant along the dark alley. okay, shouldnt have ate the triple cheese baked rice cos it really made me feel cheesy after that. but omg, they gotten the best present i could wish for this year. a newurbanmale top! <3333 and my ex gotten some random things in a box, lucky there's no more plushies this year. my bed really cant fit all the big big tomato and cowraffe already but porkay the bird was received. thanks ding!<333

6dec. rushed down from changi to meet up with oldfriends at yt's void deck where they are prepared a little surprise for me with the cake. hahaha. thankyou my dears. as much as i hated mint but the cake was really good! there's hardly mint taste in it. we caught up with our lives at macs and my house void deck until i really started to stone during the conversation. that was the end.

7dec. last day of 3star and outing with the flowers! met jessica at eunos mrt, where she brought me to some nice-ambience cafe. and yz joined us shortly after. the food there was just nice for the taste buds and was sure filling. nua-ed at the cafe for very long until we decided to have the choc cake they bought. it was yummy to the max! the chocolate jsut melts in the mouth, despite me being full till bloated.

the flowers gotten me a nice watch with 2 clock faces. hahaha think i will look super weird wearing one but to help me being more time-conscious, i shall. surprised that the watch belt is long enough for my fatty wrist too. LOL. wanted to walk to cheesecake cafe since we are in eunos but i was really really tired. im sorry flowers. and so, we took the train back and i slept the journey back. really sorrrrrrry for being such when you all had forked out time to celebrate for me. but really, thanks for the night! i really enjoyed the time. (:

with such great companions to spend my seventeen with me, it was truly a great birthday i had. what more can i ask for? (:

enchanted!

2007-11-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

it was a day out! (:

spent the early afternoon with nigel qia walking around giant and shopping for their ASO stuff tomorrow. hahaha had loads of fun throwing random food around the whole place. then we pushed the cart around Best to look for nigel's memory card. obviously we received stares but who cares!

then left for city hall mrt to meet the class people, ghimmy huimin doris (dorothy right, sho-rothy? XD) sherry shona, for dinner and enchanted. decided on subway in the end cause they were having this promotion for $4.90 for 6-inch cold cut trio + large drink + 2 cookies! good buy!!!! (:

caught up on our holidays and after what shona doris had to say, i really wonder how did i spend my holidays la.... anyway went for the movie after that. hahaha the movie was hilarious man! cause we were laughing at the wrong-est things, right ghimmy huimin? sherrrry was influenced too alright. she was so anticipating the kiss scenes! :p

then they were shopping around john little for this charm thingy until it started to close and shona starts to get frantic all over again. its like they are gonna lock you up in there! oh and she is going to win $120 worth of seaweed for christmas present! (: good luck!

just as we were expecting doris and ghimmy to come out from the toilet, we were brought to secret recipe where huimin shona and i had our little pleasant surprise of cakes from sherry doris ghimmy. though i still cant over the fact that i was told that doris went to shit (and the clever me actually believed) but still, a big thankyou all cause it was really sweeeet. (:

great day! (: and i will insert the photos as soon i receive them from dorothy or whoever has them. hoho. and the rest of the mount k photos in the previous entry. for now, im going to head to my bed because there's ASO early in the morning tomorrow.

goodnight.

mount k! (:

2007-11-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

alright shall update on my life before more activities come in and i forget all about what had happened. there's clay shooting and badminton bbq to talk about. but lets start with mount k trip. there were many times that i just feel so lazy to blog about it but whenever i see the photos, somehow there's an urge to make me blog about it.

so this is going to be a super duper long entry. read it only if interested eh! (: will add in the photos between these paragraphs tomorrow.

first day 16nov
alright. we went back to school and did the final bag check in school before we slept over in the mph. the rest had a game of volleyball, while we had rounds of asshole daidee before we turned in for the night.

however, didnt really sleep because i was spending 1hour talking to yunlin who was just beside me. it was nice talk to round up the whole year events. (: then she went off to sleep while i was still having random thoughts on everything else.

then something just made me open my eyes and found meow ghimmy qia not asleeeeep yet! hahaha so i rolled over and joined them. we laughed and talked and laughed for almost an hour plus. qia became high and started to do many weird things to ghimmy. hoho. everyone became tired soon after.

second day 17nov
had to wake up at the weeeeeee hours of the morning. we broke up into groups and sat the van which brought us to senai airport in malaysia. it was a nice ride cos it was early in the morning and the traffic was smooth. we had our super early breakfast at senai airport also.

explored the super small airport for awhile before we boarded the plane. sat with huiwen and yihang weicheng on the other side. it was a 2hour plus flight and we spent the first half and hour or so playing the suan ming game. omggggg weicheng one is damn zhun can.

slept for the rest of the flight to replenish my forgone sleep. then we boarded a big bus which brought us to rose cabin, somewhere 1000m plus above sea level. spent most of the journey talking to yihang and trying to contain my vomit. hahaha then i went off to sleep again. woke up and found myself in cold air. brrrrrrrr.

had dinner and all the girls shared a room where we further divided into 2 groups. slept in the bigger room with ghimmy meow qia huiwen vivian zhiyan yurong keeeeet. but the damn heater wasnt working and we had a broken window. great!

we had 10hours of freee time. people crammed in our room and played card games while kat and i went out to the balcony and look at the scenery. we stayed in the cold for i dunno how long. hahaha walked around the whole place and took many silly photos also. :p

it was already pitch dark by 6pm and you can hear the wind howling like some scary movie. and mind you, its the wind thats howling not animals! had dinner before we did our final packup and slept.

third day 18nov
breakfast at 7am and broke into vans which brought us up to melisau resort where we started our hike. it was somewhere at 2000m already. okay, that was when my torture started....

the hike started so abruptly, despite we had done some of our own stretching but i wasnt prepared mentally! okay, it was still bearable in the beginning then i started to break out in sweat, cold sweat. i could only hear myself panting like some pig and i was breathing harder each step i took. it was cold.

people around me started to take notice of me and tried to keep me warm. zhiyan lent me her rain jacket, vivian lent me her gloves when my fingers started to freeeeeeze. my partner allister rongjie took turns with my bag and they distributed the load.

i was carrying nothing else except my own weight and everyone else's encouragements. if not for them, i would have died along the trek. i could feel that every breath i took was taking away the energy i needed for each step. every time we took a break i just feeel like crying when they asked if i was alright.

i am alright. but i wasnt even fit enough to say i am. i really wanted to carry on but i couldnt. i was a lament right from the start. we could have summmitted long before 6pm and allister would not have such bad cramps if he hadnt wait for me every now and then.

it was a 8km trek, the gradient was torturing especially when it came to the last few km. i felt myself falling and breathing so hard. it was getting colder. they put me infront but i ended up at the back again because i can hardly move 10 steps at a go. i had to stop and breathe real hard every odd steps.

thank god/shen/mother nature/whatever that ms yap was with me all the way up. though i know it was impossible for her to blame me or whatever. but her simple words of encouragement really want to make me cry. i wasnt being emotional but because i had such selfish thoughts about odac before the trip yet at that time, everyone showed me their concern which made me felt like a jerk. a big asshole.

anyway i felt so guilty towards ms yap as well. she was experiencing AMS nearing the end yet, i couldnt bring my legs to move faster. i know she was having dizzy spells and she was cold. she was wearing shorts while i was wearing track. i wanted to move up faster but my body didnt allow me to. the top of the slope seems so far everytime i looked up. i could see her shivering yet i couldnt do anything to help.

finally after what it seemed like million of years, i smelt food and saw buildings. we have reached laban rata resthouse (3927.7m) though it wasnt the summit but it was a feat, it was an achievement for my physical/mental limits. i was the last one to reach. everyone else were resting and warming up inside. meow ran out to bring me in.

she was going "wanqing wo men dao le! EHHHHHHHH ni kan! you yan leh! *started to blow out the air and see the smoke* ni kan ni kan!" i could still picture out so clearly. i couldnt do anything but only smiled at her. i could feel the tears coming up. i went in and most were in the daze and some were congratulating each other. i bet those angmoh there must have think we are crazy.

had no appetite actually. mountain food is sure expensive but the portion was extra extra large, it was practically catered to the caucasians la. and all the food were brought up by human labour, it was really worth spending that amount of money.

shared a room with the same group of people and the stupid heater is seriously not working but thank goodness the room wasnt that cold as rose cabin. we had debrief before lights out. omg mrchin asked me to share my experience. i had so much to say but whenever i wanted to speak up, i was choking on my tears.

it became worse when i told mrchin that i wasnt going for the summit climb the next day. i dont know how to put it. it was the goal of every odacian right from the start - to see the sunrise at the summit. that was our goal but when i had to struggle and made my mind not to go for it, it really pained my heart. so much more than the torture that i was put through for the whole climb. it was really heartache.

forth day 19nov
woke up with the rest and see them off for their summit climb. they were all geared up, head torch, beanie, fleece, longjohn. i did not have the chance to wear that. now to think of it, kinds regretted not taking a photo in my beanie la. imagine wearing that in singapore, people think i siao. haha.

while the rest were climbing up, me qia dawn stayed in rose cabin where we had our super early breakfast at 3am. suddenly ghimmy came back, she was covered with sweat la and was dizzzzy too. omg scared me to death la. brought her back to the room to rest and dabao the food up for her. luckily she was better after drinking something. after which, we decided to turn in.

meanwhile, 3 more came back too. jocelyn russell and gina. haiiiiiiiii the summit climb was sure more tedious that the climb itself. only 19 out of 25 of us made it up! but im still as proud of them who made it up! nice job 24th! (: meow! (:

the summited people came back at 9 plus. while the 5 of us went out to welcome the rest. (: it was 5-6 hours descend after which. we were trekking in the rain for the last 2-3 hours. and i guess thats why many started to fall sick the next day.

went back to rose cabin for dinner and off we went back to the foot of the mountain. checked into trekkers' lodge in kota kinabalu. most of them went to have kfc for supper while meow huiwen and i went for bak kut teh but only meow and i were eating. haha bought cup noodles back for qia ghimmy vivian yunlin.

shared a room with ghimmy meow qia! (: couldnt sleep initially, talked for awhile before we decided to turn in for the night.

fifth day 20nov
happy birthday nigel! (:

many woke up feverish, vomitting, diarrhoea-ing. i wonder if its the kfc fault. everyone looked so listless on the way to the train station. the train was late and we had to wait for slmost an hour. rongjie threw up at the station.

a handful of them who wasnt feeling well returned to the lodge, including ms yap. while the remaining of us took the train to the water rafting place. played cards with kat before i started to feel the effects of sitting backfaced. it was a long way there for a 45 minute water ride.

shared a raft with odac west and laoba. hahaha it was fun for a first-timer but i thought it could be longer and more exciting. oh well, for the experience i guess. (: had the bbq lunch at the water raft too, it was actually just some buffet style. stoned while waiting for the train to come to pick us up. rongjie and some others started to feverish again.

it seemed a long way back on the train. sick people remained sick. playing cards people remained playing cards. dialect people continued their dialect conversation and while the people who were well started silent um-ji-ji and chop-chilli-chop. hahaha it was funny!

took a bus back to trekkers' lodge from the station. sat with yunlin and we were talking the whole way back. it was sure a bumpy ride back cos the bus kept us jumping up and down. ouch for our painful thighs and calves.

those who went back earlier had their checkup and rested in our room, veron was hospitalised, rongjie went to the hospital because of his high fever. sigh, it was a scary sight. felt so helpless at that point of time, looking at so many of your fellow mates falling sick yet i cant do anything myself. i cant even perform a proper first aid.

looking at how everyone is so busy attending to the sick, i feel like some extra there, fighting with them for the limited oxygen in the room.

went for a quick dinner and dabao dinner back for the rest. veron and rongjie came back from the hospital. everyone seemed better and went back to their own room. it was the last night of our expedition. yihang and weicheng came to cram in our room until past midnight and we ended up playing bridge all the while.

at this particular game and time, we started to laugh non-stop at every small little detail. maybe thats what you called symstoms of being sleepy. the last round of bridge lasted for half an hour. the guys went back to their room and we slept.

last day 22nov
everyone looooooked so much better in the morning! but outing to the sapi beach was cancelled so we could sleep to a later hour. debrief started at 10am and ended only at 12 plus. it was a really long debrief, everyone shared their words. emo again.

went shopping in the nearby shopping centres. didnt buy anything actually cause nothing really interest me so i was practically walking aimlessly while the rest had bought like so many bags of stuff.

oh i had a haircut at loreal for rm7! plus wash also. omg their wash was shiok man! (: but the whole thing lasted for an hour which really wasted alot of our time because we had to report back by 630pm.

took a plane back to senai airport where before that at sabah airport, we did some last minute shopping and the plane was delayed by an hour. we were practically stoning the hour away anyway. slept on the way back to jb, where another bus was catered to bring us back to woodlands customs.

parents came to fetch me home and longbang-ed nigel home too. he wasnt really feeling well then. came home and cooked myself a pot of instant noodles. how i missed the food here. mmmmmm.

not that i didnt really enjoyed this trip but probably it was because i wasnt feeling good on the hiking days so i didnt really get to enjoy as much as the rest. secondly is that i didnt get to summit so it kinda defeats the ultimate purpose but it was still a breakthrough for my own limits. lastly, i had a june trip to compare against.

i never felt so handicapped in my whole life before, be it during the 1st day climb where i couldnt even wear my own gloves properly or the day when everyone fell sick. i could do nothing but sit there and watch.

though june trip really tested our endurance and all stuff, this dec trip really tested on my perserverance. i made it up because of everyone. no words can express the gratitude i have for all of them. yes, this was yet, another bonding trip for the 24th comm. (:

realised i didnt get to say this throughout the whole expedition but i still have to.

G-double O-D J-O-B GOOD JOB! *clap clap* GOOD JOB! *clap clap*

I LOVE MY ODAC.

(:

sagittarus

2007-11-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

hello blog. im back from the 6d5n expedition early this morning! didnt manage to summit the mountain afterall. water raft didnt leave me with a very shiok feeling actually. this trip overall did not leave an impact on me. but i guess it was really the companionship that counts this time round. if not for them to encourage me to move on and climbed on, i would have just drop dead after only 1.5km trek. i would never see myself at the laban rata resthouse at the end of the day. shall blog about the details of the trip some other day when i have the time.

i just hate myself for having such selfish thoughts about odac few months back.

slept only at 4am cos was online doing some other stuff and talking to huiwen and yes, i really pangseh-ed her to zzzzz in the end. wooooops. anyway i woke up at 3pm today, 3 hours earlier before my targetted time. damn.

oh schedule is so packed till the end of this month. clay shooting and badminton bbq tomorrow. some family fucntion on weekend. weicheng said there's going to be some aso dry run early next week too. then there's the date with the island jack people on the 29 and aso on the 30nov. busy busy busy.

there's not much time for me to finish the montains of homework when i wont be around again for some 2 weeks next month. forget it, i doubt i will complete everything anyway. hahaha oh! they were having this conversarion about homework during the descend down the mountain. forgotten who said that homework is meant for copying but copying takes time and i dont have the time anymore. eh, i dont remember my point for saying this but anyway.

was surfing the net and i saw this zodiac stuff on the msn homepage and since it's on my sign, so might as well! (:

Fun Facts About Sagittarius
By the Astrocenter Team

Inquisitive and energetic, the Sagittarian is the traveler of the zodiac. Their philosophical, broad-minded approach to life motivates them to wander far and wide in the search for the meaning of life. Extroverted, optimistic and enthusiastic, it can be almost impossible to keep the Sagittarian down. They love change. In fact, change is essential for this sign to feel their best

Friends and Family
Whether it's stimulating conversation, or a hike through the mountains, you can expect this sign to be surrounded by friends. They're a ton of fun, and downright wacky at times. They love to laugh and to get everyone around them going. Sagittarians make friends from around the globe, enjoying the various takes on life and culture.

They're generous and are not ones to hold a grudge. Anyone who can sit a spell and talk about the deeper things in life will suit a Sagittarian just fine. They make friends easily and remain steadfast through the years. When it comes to family, the Sagittarian is dedicated and willing to do just about anything. Freedom and independence are extremely important for this outgoing sign. Providing these traits aren't infringed upon, all relationships go well.

Career and Money
"Visualization" is the keyword for the Sagittarian. When this sign sees something as possible in their minds, they will go to great lengths to rally enough people to make it happen. Straightforward, they don't usually mince words about what they want, and they seem to know exactly what needs to be said in a given situation. They make excellent salespeople, and it's even better when this involves travel. When the Sagittarian gets a sense of the big picture, they'll work night and day to reach a goal.

A variety of tasks and a dynamic atmosphere favor the Sagittarian. Careers such as travel agent, photographer, explorer, artist, realtors, ambassador, and import/export trader all suit this free spirited personality.

Fun-loving Sagittarians enjoy making - and spending - money. Considered the luckiest of the zodiac, they don't worry too much about where the next buck is coming from. Sagittarians are risk takers and highly optimistic, trusting in the universe to provide what is needed. Money management tasks will bore the Sagittarian to tears, so getting a bookkeeper or accountant is the best plan in order to stay on top of what's coming and going

Love and Sex
This fiery sign is playful and loves to have fun with their lovers. Passionate, expressive, and willing to try just about anything, partners who are equally outgoing are best suited to the Sagittarian. There's a fine line between sex and love for this sign. Their love of change and variety can bring a lot of different faces to the bedroom.

But when it comes to love, that's an entirely different thing. Once taken, the Sagittarian is loyal, true-blue, and devoted. Mates for this sign need to be intellectual, sensitive, and expressive for the best results. As the key phrase for this sign is "I understand," having a good sense of how their partner thinks is quite important.

i want to change my blog layout already. so sian.

photoshop!

2007-11-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

my past week was kinda healthy, with 3 sessions of exercising last week. haha went shopping with jessica on saturday and dinner-ing with yingzi weiling caibao at town!

had bag checking in school today. well, odac is leaving for mount kinabalu expedition this coming friday! yes, somehow excited i guess. i hope i will be back here to blog about the trip next week! (:

oh anyway have been trying to find out how photoshop works so that i can do my brother's wedding montage. sheeeeeeeeesh. photoshop is so confusing. blame it that i didnt treat the IT lessons in sec1 and sec2 seriously. hahaha. what flash, dreamweaver, photoshop. zzzzzz aliens!

okay, at least i tried to do something with the frames. so fun! shall improve on it as time passes. meanwhile, im going to rot my days at home away till friday. till then, bye!

we looooook weird! XD

kbox with ghimmy!(:

2007-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeee i cant find my head voice! :(

it was a nice day spent with meowmeow ahqia and esp, ghimmy! hahaha awwwwwwwww.

my patience is put to the test. dont push it.

photo log (2)

2007-11-04T22:23:00.001+08:00

forest gump was indeed a nice show! :) meanwhile, while waiting for my cute little pooh heffalump to load, i shall upload some photos! woohoo. time to start checking if i have the necessary gear for the upcoming expedition. wouldnt want to suffer from the whatever AMS as what mr chin had said. fatal eh! but im unwilling to invest so much in getting new winter stuff since its like only an one time affair. haiii, whose going to sponsor me those money man. roar! irritating.

oh oh! not forgetting to wish the early november babies!(:
2nov- HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIU SIMENG!
3nov- HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH QIA!
4nov- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHONAAAAAAA!

(:

dinner with psch mates! (: 291oo7

17o7 steamboat! XD 311oo7

(:

alright, back to watch my show! tata.

photo log (1)

2007-11-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

awards day o8o8o7

teachers' day 31o8o7

pool session with pixica and huanglaolao!(: 3o1oo7

hahaha thats all for today! steamboat photos another day! (: forrest gump-ing now! nice show! run, forrest run! :D

life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you will get.

end of PW! 17o7 steamboat!(:

2007-10-31T23:46:00.001+08:00

currently reading a chinese book, titled the diaries of the lazy (direct translation). basically, a book without any story plot but filled with cute little pictures on every page with random words of happenings. yep, my type of book!(:

but anyway here's the BIG thing! its time to say... byebye jungy!(: op was er, alright. wouldnt say much about it. the ballons burst and the tower collapse, so everything went well i guess. BYE JUNGY AND HIS BRAIN!

then went for lunch at marina square with huimin sherry manhua xinmei and shopped around after lunch. met up with shona whyhow ghimmy before leaving cityhall and heading down to marina bay to meet the rest of the class!

class steamboat at marina bay was yipee yipee yay yay! let the photos do the talking tomorrow or whenever josephine uploads them or when i feel like to. but for now, the world is spinning in my head and im gg to hit the pillows any time now.

bye.

pre-op! :D

2007-10-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

caught up with psch mates yesterday. jiemin xinfang opy! sadly huiting couldnt join us at the last minute. ohwells, other day perhaps. (: had volcano ramen at lot1 aijisen for dinner. OMG a volcano was literally erupting within me. zzzzzzz. oh oh! and huai jiu the past and laughed over the other psch mates. opps. and we spent the rest of the time playing the tarot game in ajisen until it closed.

loitered around at nearby void deck until 11, took silly photos and played heart attack. omg play with them can really get heart attack! scream and scream and scream! poor me. :( but it was quality time spent with them, since the last time we met up was like, half a year ago or something. great time peeps!(:

then it was op rehearsal in school today again. yep, lets go people! the last battle tomorrow! class outing after op! woohoo.

met up with pixica huanglaolao at jec for pool seesion and dinner. long time since we last caught up too, pool was great cos i kept winning pixica who wasnt right in her mind today. muahaha. went ntuc shopping after dinner and we bought mochi icecream, peach flavour! NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDD

oh and i received the photos from laowan recently too, those photos taken on the awards day as well the ones taken on teachers day! yipeeee. speaking of which, i have not met ding laowan zwin st py for a long time as well! thank goodness it's hols already.

upload the photos when im using my lappy later. oh my lappy's back! :D

lost interest.

2007-10-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

another week before op ends and i will officially say byebye to pw! woohoo.

i've the sudden lost interest in .... haii i have no idea why as well. this is bad cause there's another year to go. got to hang in there. fun it may be but probably its like what ghimmy says? maybe its the feeling of detached or something. inferiorty also i guess. emptiness too, probably. where had the initial passion for .... went too now? :(

someone, anyone.. please fulfill my feathery passion again.

sigh. pixica, im missing the long talks.

PT!

2007-10-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

hello all! my weekend was stay home. while the fatty was clearing the house, i was playing my computer. hehe.

okay anyway we had like a proper pt today, ever since term4 started. which means that im usually walking my rounds away.

anyway our personal trainer for the day was RongMa! (: together with ghimmy yunlin ahQia and meowmeow. but that lazy kat didnt even do pt and she was just sitting down there. lazy pig!

ok did circuits which includes tuck jumps, dips, crunches, step-up and some other weird exercises. okay, i had to admit that i was almost dying already and im so tired today.

met fatty on the way and accompanied to clothes-try-on for like an hour plus. omgggg. bye, my eyes are seriously closing on me already. goodnight all.

WR submission!(:

2007-10-18T17:32:00.001+08:00

*runs around the cooking pot*

yayyyyyyyyyyyy! it's 18 october today, which marks the end of WR! we are finally officially saying byebye to it, after like 7 odd months. GREAT! well, hopefully our efforts do pay off eventually. (: but i guess it's not the results that matter after all, what matters most is still the 7 months spent as a group. im sure gonna miss my pw group! not like as if we wont see each other anymore, but well.... not much laughter. right, min-er?? :p

okkkkkkkkkk we had the first op rehearsal today, w/o the instructor and duh, it's obviously less tensing but im still shivering away infront during op. stage fright you know. hehe. must bang on op man!!!!! mobile jung, we can do it! HAHAHA. *inside joke -.-*

dont really like it when my entries seem so chirpy. like yucks can. anyway it's damn irritating that i cant upload new songs in my mp3 and photos up on the computer, because my lappy died on me weeks ago. sending it for repair tomorrow i guess, i hope the op doesnt end too late.

okay anyway lets talk about the skating-cum-kbox outing with the Island Jack this monday. well, supposedly to meet at 10am at je but well, due to unseen circumstances, we only went skating at 1130 and only lasted for 2 hours. quite sad actually, especially we were starting to have fun at the end. ghimmy is a pro-skater! :p

went for kbox session at 2pm. luckily we had booked the room on sunday, else we would end up going in at only 3 plus?! sang the DUET with min-er again, which got us all high again, ghimmy and her shu guang, shona and her english songs, sherry and her jay chou songs, mantou and her ru guo de shi..... hahaha. though it was a big group and the atmosphere is going high and low, high and low but okay la, we had our first time! :p

left je kbox at 7 plus to meet sao zi and fatty at intercontinental hotel for buffet dinner. ohmygodddddddddddddddd. the desserts rock my socks alright. reminds me of the desserts we had at prom last year, but of course its better this time round!! AHHHHHHHHH.

there was DIY choc fountain, tiramisu, apple crumble that crumbles in your mouth, coffee cake with a tinge of alcoholic taste in it that leave you feeling high, mango cheese cake that makes you grin from ear to ear, apple crips with banana and mango topping which makes you go AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and the seafood was super fresh, especially the shellfish! there wasnt any fishy taste. YUMYUM! but of course, good things are not cheap after all.

guess what, i've decided to go for jogging in another..... half an hour's time. after i digest the mini tarts that i bought from breadtalk yesterday. i hope i wont drop dead along the way later. expedition in less than a month! OMG! :DDDDDDDD

OH! had subway for lucnh with sijin at jurong point yesterday. and well, we had our silly bus incidents happening again. HAHAHA but hey! we learnt to jian shou gang wei after all. (:

updated. it's 6.30pm now and im finding a reason to keep myself at home, instead of jogging in the park at this point of time.

ECP! KBOX!

2007-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

it's been a weeeeek of crazy hours of pw in school. well, wouldn't say its not very productive since we have submitted WR3 that has exceeeded the word limit. bah!

alright, recap of the week!

monday
it was op dry run. omg it was damn screwed can. stupid stupid stupid stupid!

then half the Mad Gang went for lunch and high tea after that for mini celebration. however, Mad Jack wasnt as WOW as the first time we tried it this time, guess everyone is just tired. went for island creamery after that, the usual itinery you see. the icecream wasnt as WOW as the first time also. this is bad! need to get back my soft touch for foooood soon!

tuesday
it was 5 freaking hours of pw in school. omg and i actually survived it!

wednesday
OH OH this is one of the best days of the week! CDP at ECP! woohoo~ 17o7 and many other classes had to build a sandcastle, some kind of character builiding kind of thing.

prior to that, the Mad Gang met up much much earlier at bedok mrt for pignic shopping and cycling at ecp! yea, been ages since i last cycled for so long..... miss going ecp with the fattybombom! :( anyway we only managed to cycle all the way to bedok jetty and slightly beyond where we had our mini pignic of tidbits and bread! hahaha. sight-seeing at bedok jetty after that, before returning to the bikes.

sandcastle building was fun! afterall, the sand didnt just slip away from our hands this time. muahaha. OH and the weather was just so fine the whole day, except for the slight drizzle in the late afternoon. TANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!! (:

sumptous dinner at ecp hawker center with 17o7! satay, coconut drink, or lua, peng he... haha all the oily stuff but i dont care. yummmmmy!(:

okay, photos of cdp! well, that sums up my wednesday!(:

saturday and sunday
yea! it was a weekend with oldfriends! celebrated hari raya at headquarters yesterday, which is the eating of sotong balls annually. hoho. then it was kbox session with them today! celebrated sijin's bday also. well, toldya the whole month of october is your birthday already right! :p woohoo~ missed them. (:

alright, im getting sleepy already. anyway its a holiday for us tomorrow. yayness and iceskating-cum-kbox session with the Mad Gang again! bet its gonna be a whole lot of fun again. tata!(:

PROMOS OVER!

2007-10-06T09:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPY BELATED TO LAOWANGGGGGGGGGGGGG!<3333333333

hehe glad that we are meeting up soon! for everything and anything! (:

WOOHOO WOOHOO promos are like finally over! and im going to plan out my activities and meetup one by one with everyone again! opy jm xf ht sj qh! ding, dawan, zwin, st py! 17o7! odacwest, flowers, cousinssss, OLDFRIENDS! and this list goes on and on... muahahaha muhahaha.

anyway the school has arranged the cdp at ecp next wed for us! to build sandcastles. hahaha TANNNNNNNNNNNNN!! but then, its intensive pw sessions till the end of the month. omgggggg that pissssses me off so much. roar.

OH ANYWAY, it was kbox session for post-promos celebration! together with hweeeeemin and ghimmy! it was super fun, laughing, jumping and screaming our heads off. woohoo~ changing lyrics of songs are fun too! :D GHIMMY! NI SHI WO MEN DE OU XIANG! WO MEN YUAN YUAN ZHI CHI NI! hweeeeemin and i will sing the song, to show our appreciation for you! hahaha.

we had pre-celebration at je pizza hut yesterday with the same companions. omgggg it was damn funny over lunch la. keep laughing over trival things. but well, thats the things that keep us laughing our ass off everyday anyway. XDDDDD

alright, i shall upload the photosssssss soon. bye!

photo log

2007-09-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPY!! :DDDDDDD

alright, to liven up my blog abit with some of the many photos i said i wanted to upload!(: so weird that im doing all these at such a critical period of the year. ohwells, another way to distress i guess. but im too lazy to resize them. but who cares, enjoy! :D

CLASS BIRTHDAY!(: dated 17o7.

updated. horrors to horrors! i didnt know blogger actually resized the photos for us. haha. bye now!

bermuda triangle

2007-09-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

will we just disappear with the bermuda triangle?

counting down to 8oct!

fuck.

2007-09-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

wr.
op.
promos.
confusions.
everything just seems so fucked up now.

i cant wait for all these crap to end.

post-promo activities!
more odac sessions!

yz bday + rat + 881

2007-09-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

alright, lets make this entry short and sweet.

31st aug
normal school timetable in aj. stupid. but anyway met up with dawan ding zwin st at town for lunch at sushi tei and shopping around. sigh. i swept ding's bag into the fountain. though she didnt blew her temper at me but that was even more scary! ahhhhhhhhhh. im so so so so sorry! ):

minds cafe for awhile before leaving at 7.30pm to meet the fatgirl at clementi for kboxing at partyworld! yes it was the solely 2 of us only! LOVE IT! 4hours of non-stop singing! ODAC WEST LETS GO SINGING AFTER PROMOS OKAY!

1st sept
yz bday celebration at ps fish&co with jessica edinna!(: it was nice and well, touching. hahaha touching enough to move yz to tears. awwwwwwwwwwww. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUANG LAOLAO!

2nd sept
pw meeting at je library. well, we did some research and laughing session again. haha

3rd sept
gp timed practice in school from 8-2pm. such a waste of time. oh whatever. ANYWAY watched RATETOUILLE with my other fellow 15 odacians!((((((: the show was great and so was the company! loves. well, maybe i've decided to expand my restaurant to paris now. hahaha oh yes yes, anyone can cook!

can i interest you with a dessert? (:

4th sept
pw meet up for research at science center. hahaha i think it was just for personal satisfaction rather than pw research. had lots of fun with the mirrors and waiting for the chicks to hatch. didnt know that walking around science center could be so tiring.

sakae dinner with family at jp! yumyum. and we caught 881 after dinner! omggggggggg the show's like so funny. well, you gotta catch what they are saying for the first time to find it funny. hahaha!

5th sept
half of the hols is almost over, which means there's half of the hols left. and i've not started on any homework nor revision. and im still stuck on hana yori dango2 now! shit.

how?! no replies from him yet. ): ps. im referrring to laoba.

odac bag!

2007-08-30T21:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPPY BE-EARLIED BIRTHDAY TO HUANG YINGZI!!!!!! ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING OKAY! HAHAHA YOU KNOW WHAT IM REFERRING TO! :p

omg i cant believe it. sept hols are coming in like less than 48 hours?! woohoo. but there's nothing to rejoice about cause its gonna be a mugging week. promos are coming in less than a month! on children's day. boohoo. so much for child no more. :'(

anyway it has been a rather messy week. teachers' day celebration was on monday. well, i guess ajc is the only school having celebrations on monday. roars. anyway, our supposedly class outing to island creamery turned out to be a 10-people outing! but it was still as fun! (:

we stopped at Mad Jack for a proper meal and mainly cause it was pouring heavily. omg Mad Jack is worth going la! shared the humongous burger with sao bao (manhua) and it was quite a disappointment. boo. but the cheese fries was XMAD!!!!!!! BAGUSSSSSSSS! XDDDDDDDD

after which, we went on to island creamery for deserts! i had a mudpie and double scoop all to myself. oh yes, glutton me AND SHERRRRRRRY! hoho. omg the icecream was super nice, mudpie was still alright. its just a bus ride away from aj anyway, dont see how far is it. bah whatever.

so ghimmy and i went to queensway after outing for odac bag hunt! met nigel yurong marcus there. shop shop shop and we returned to the first shop. at least we got the bag settled! (:

wednesday was following monday's time table, which means im released at 6.15pm again. rahhhhhhhhhhh. went home with ghimmy weicheng huimin and 2 of their friends. hahaha funny people! OH and i was attacked birdshit on my hand. how lucky.

thursday! which is TODAY! okay, nothing worth mentioning just that the weather today is like so..... errrrrrr eccentric? is that the proper word to describe? maybe its the weather that causes my cravings for various food. okay fine, im just greedy.

the highlight of today is that odac west went queeeeensway to settle the order of bags! WOOHOOOO and we gonna send the bag for printing this saturday! odac bag is coming out by term4! EXCITED MAN! okay, that was the main reason why i came to blog today.

its meeting up in css tmr! yayyyyyyyyyy. its meeting up with flying flowers on saturday! its pw meeting on sunday! its mock exam on monday and of course ratatoullie movie date!!! LOWFAT MUST REMEMBER HOR! :)

moral of the week: i dont like last minute changes and no, i wont entertain it unless i feel that its necessary.

i realised that this entry shows how excited im now. yayyyyyyy byebye. (:

ps. its 30august today! hahaha to think it used to be someday that was so special to me! but anyway yayyyyyyyyy! i dunno what im yay-ing about actually. haha.

sl over! bridge marathon.

2007-08-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

had been a hectic week for me. tried to catch up with the unfinished tutorials and lectures that i've missed out on. but well, it wasnt really productive anyway. i practically slept through at least an hour of tutorial each day this whole week. this is bad, especially when promos are like coming in less than 5 weeks.

but thankfully, our class SL has finally come to an end last night. the concert's turnout was better than expected, well probably its the performers taking up one whole block of seats that made the whole auditorium looks filled. but nevertheless, the actual audience statistics was about 210+ out of 230+ ! and i thought the performance was nice. (:

jessica edinna tingting joyce came too! (: thanks for coming! and sorry that we couldnt make it for supper yesterday. another day perhaps? tingting, i still owe you your icecream. well, that is if you still want. and please stop reminding that you're on hols now. argh!

so we cleared up and went for supper at kfc with shona sherry huimin doris whyhow josephine ghimmy jason jordon and ms goh! hahaha didnt stayed for long though, had to catch the last train. but still, i missed it when i had to change to the purple line.

OKAY anyway it was the sheares bridge run today. spent an hour plus to complete 6km! given the fact that we were walking/running/playing the whole way and this includes yunlin nigel russell, while the others were like so far infront. but it was still fun! quality time is more important! (: brunch at bk after that but we spent most of the time queueing up for the food instead. ohwells, guess most of them are at nigel's house playing mahjong now. haha.

photos another time!

happy belated birthday fatty bombom! (:

goodbye ahma :'(

2007-08-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

it all happended too fast, too quickly, too unexpectedly; it caught everyone by surprise. it was so mental torturing for all of us these days; a decade since the tears dropped so hard and the heart ached so much. though we all know that the suffering has ended, but it still cant be helped, especially when such things are happening right before our eyes.

all of a sudden, i just feel so.... lost.

its really gonna take some time before i pick myself up again.

national day week! :)

2007-08-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

it has been a fruitful week for me, meeting up with old friends and secondary friends, to do loads of catching up! oh my. now to think of it, i've met up with almost everyone who i always wanted to! ((((((((((((((((((:

lets date back to.... o8augo7. it was national day eve, and i went back to css speech day cum celebration, held at jurong complex. well, everything was the repetitive of the previous years, wonder if the school ever get sian of it. even the whole program is the same! gosh. and it always happen that this is the time frame where those nanjing people are here for some exchange program.

on a happy note, im one of those sitting infront of the stage this year! (: switched places with weikeat so that im beside zwin throughout the whole thing! hahaha missed talking to the evil one. XD we practically talked the whole way through la. poor wanqi had to sit somewhere far back beside nancy. hahaha!

was quite shocked with css syf performance this year. such a disappointment can. not like it really concern me but still? all the performing arts dropped so much! choir drama band dance dropped to either silver or gold. where were those days when we had the glory of 5 gold with honours?? sheeesh. to think i had celebrated half-day school twice during my css days, because of the outstanding syf results. i doubt they have the luxury this year man.

anyway after the whole speech day, met joycelyn at bugis with zwin wanqi for lunch. we had this seafood harvest by jack's place, student meal at $6.50+++! well, the food didnt taste that bad as the environment was, the aircon there doesnt seem to be working at all! but given that its just recently opened, guess they are short of manpower and etc, it was still alright.

then we went shopping around at bugis street. of course, i just tagged along with them and came back empty-handed. didnt want to spend so much on clothes again! okay fine, the stuff there wasnt really suitable for me as well. haha. but whatever la. the time spent is more important! (: they bought their stuff and we went to eat ice at bencoolen again! wanqi became so horny whenever milk was mention. HAHAHA. tsktsk. we took many silly photos, like xi nu ai le type and many candid shots. WANQI QUICK SEND ME!!!!!!!

i left early while they went for their hair cut at chapter 2. went back to imm to meeeeet oldfriends for pepperlunch dinner! beeeeeeen months since i last saw them, fine 2 months. didnt talked much over dinner though, went shopping around giant for my moti food. they bought many chocolates!!!!!!! so tempting can. arh!

went in and out of many shops cos they had this national day sale, hahaha we are super aunties. we went to this cookie monster kiddy ride and took pictures! hahaha happy people. (: walked back to tohguan where sijin took the bus home. the rest of us went to the playground to talk the night away. too bad i had to leave early cos of my sea expedition the next day. sorry people! will make it up the next time! (:

overall, i enjoyed my day a lot, meeting up with secondary peeps and oldfriends, reminscing the good old days. sure brings back much memories! (: took lots of photos that day but shall upload the next time.

o9augo7
day1
sea expedition! reported to school at 7 where we uploaded all our logistics and pooooof! on our way to saf yatch club at sembawang. loaded the kayaks and powerboats and off we went! my partner was kakei!(: well, gotta apologise and thank him for the whole thing. we were the slowest pair throughout because well, my kayaking skills wasnt there yet and my weight was a hindrance for the movement, thus we had to put in extra effort to kayak while the others can like move so swiftly. haii.

from sembawang to punggol beach for lunch point, then around the north of ubin, then we rested at frog's island where it is only visible during low tides. so lucky us had the chance to land on that island! (:

beached up at changi beach where we had our build-your-own-pit bbq dinner and pitched our tents. i was bbqing the whole way! yayyyyyyyy, love bbqing! others were going around the 'pits' to feed everyone, with the ladle. hahaha! so much for the outdoor life! (: some went for supper after that, while i drop dead in my tent. super tired.

day2
woke up in the morning, strike the tents and loaded the logistics again. only to realise that some logistics went missing. sigh. the way back was a shorter route since we didnt have to go around ubin again. weather was fine as well. the only highlight of day2 was that i get to drive the powerboat at the last part of the journey where i switched places with kat! yayyyyyyyy! sitting on the powerboat was fun, the breeze was nice!(:

returned to our starting point, washed the equipment and bathed. went back to school and unloaded the logistics. did the final washing up and packing before we sat down for debrief. laoba and mrong werent happy with the performance, esp the care for equipment and the responsibility, because most of us didnt do the sentries. sigh.

but despite so much, it was still an experience gained! good and bad. loving my odac even more!<3333333

odac went for dinner at amk central after that. didnt join them though because i went to meet tzer lx brenda jasmine and co at amk hub instead. well, they introduced their soccer friends, hy yt christina to me. hahaha they are a bunch of funny people but sorry, i wasnt really at my best that night. didnt really respond much to their jokes. haha but overall, it was really fun meeting tzer and the rest and the new people i've got to know that night! :)

11augo7
it was home day for me, but still wasnt really fruitful. only packed up gp and reading file for the whole day. met up with jessica yingzi for pool at night. hahaha been a long time too. did some catching up as well. (:

it has really been a nice and productive week for me, not in the aspect of academically but well, in the personal life. hahaha looking forward to the next few dates with them again! (:

PIZZZZZA WITH DING! :D

2007-08-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

it was a happy day today! other than it being the last day of school before the long national day hols, i met up with Ding! accompanied her back to css to collect her long awaited cert and walked around the school. we talked to limsohcheng too! omggggg i hate to say but i do miss her abit, fine a lot. ):

anyway we went back to school, only to realise that they were having the awards day rehearsal in the hall and omggggggg i saw the damn sec1 photos la! so irritating la. asked lsc to ask them remove, she say must leave it there cos she want to see tomorrow. omg omg omg so throw face can!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ding got me a photo card with funny funny speech bubbles at the side. hahaha so sweeet of her. :) then we went to jp for dinner at pizza hut! tried the cheeeese fondue. it's so cheesy and yummy! loveeeeeeeeeeeee it man. took funny and weird photos with the photo card. didnt stay for too long cos Ding had to rush out her eom by tonight.

oh yar we kept talking and talking, right from the moment i met her at the bus stop, then to css, then over dinner, and all the way back in the mrt again. we cant seem to stop talking! i seriously miss the crazy and noisy days with my ex la! ):

its okay, tomorrow's css awards day at jurong complex and im not gg to aj! woohoo~ meeting da wan and zwin and Ding for lunch! meeeeeting old friends for dinner! omg omg all the fattening food at a go.

feeling damn sinful.

happy bday tzer!

2007-08-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZER! :)

congrats to all fellow 2* kayakers! we passsed! :) and we all look like crab(p) once again. haha.

something else to perk me up and make me happy for the rest of the week! sea expedition, coming right up on national day! but first, meeeting up with secondary friends and dinnner with old friends this wednesday! DingDong meeting tmr! ((((:

till the next time, bye!

photo log!

2007-08-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

guess what, i have been coming home to still see jurong in the sunlight for the past whole week! though im like home early for the past few days, but im still oweing alot of overdue homework, which refuses to budge. damn.

oh i went for first blood donation last wednesday but i almost fainted even before the bag was half-filled la. stupid. yes, they asked alot of questions, blah blah. and i got a pink bandage on my hand after that. in a token of appreciation, we are given that squishy red-blood-drop-ball! hehe.

anyway im going to upload many photos here, dating back all the way to first expedition to belumut and then my june trip to terengganu and 17o7 bday! :)

it was 17o7's first bday on 17july. we pre-ordered canadian pizzas and bought black forest cake to celebrate in the canteen! took class photos with casey goh too! good thing that everyone is starting to bond. though its a little too late now, but its better late than never eh? :)

happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to seventeen!
happy birthday to us!

lets start planning for the island creamery and pignic somewhere, someday. hahaha! :)

updated. okay im too busy and lazy to upload the photos. next time i promise!

interhouse dragonboat and 2* day1

2007-07-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

sorry for being mia for a week, lots of stuff to update for the past week, which means that im rather busy! yes of course its mostly on odac and the many many photos which i've finally got it uploaded to the laptop. hurray!

it was interhouse dragonboat at kallang basin yesterday! had to meet odac west at 0615 je and we dragonboat-ed in the rain! cougar got 2nd! woohoo~~ and the first 3 houses got some souvenier in the form of a dragon. cougar got the glow-in-the-dark one! the champion puma got some very classic looking dragon, panther got the one made of wood. doesnt really matter if we didnt clinch the champ cos i think the glow in the dark one is damn nice! dragonboating was fun!!!!! :)

the instructor said ajcians had the talent for it la. hahaha panther's boat capsized! anyway all the fun doesnt just end with the race. it started raining like cats and dogs after we cleared the stuff, so all odacians were running under the cold rain and wind, from kallang basin alllllllll the way to national stadium where we had our bath! did banja there. woah! so jing dian can. we did banja there and had our bath there before our dear national stadium is being abolished. memorable! :)

cabbed home before leaving house for movie marathon with nigel ahloh zhiyan veron yurong, yunlin marcus who went off after the first movie. simpsons is funnnnnnnny! we are like laughing our hearts out throughout the whole movie, even though nigel ahloh and me went in late and missed the begining. its all my fault to mistake 'The Cathay' for 'The Cafe' over the line and so we went PS instead. wasted alot of time on travelling! sorrrrrrrry.

just finished 2star day 1 today. ohmy.... im like so dead beat now. first time using the spraycap and dancer. the dancer moves so much lighter la! but difficult to control. my capsizing drill was like in a mess! had to redo it for 3 times before i like get it right?! and my nose is literally dripping every time i finished the capsize. need to brush up on that and the rescue, esp the getting up part. i've a big and heavy butt. ):

had the chickenchop horfun from changi v for lunch! had been craving for it since yesterday. hoho it was yummmmmmmmy! :) had some time to refresh 1* skills. hahaha i really need lots and lots of practice man. came back to jec for dinner with nigel weicheng ahloh and we sat there to gossip until 9pm. damn fun! bonding sesssion! hahahha its 2* day2 and day3 this coming weekend! looking forward to my various yummy lunch! :) lets go twentyfour! jiayou!!!!

im seriously so tired out now and there is another week of school to go. ohmygod. will upload many many photos here when my schedule arent that packed with all the whatever stuff. byebye!

twentyfour! jiayou jiayou jiayou! :)

pre-investiture'o6

2007-07-21T01:42:00.001+08:00

nothing much about school. its getting more boring day by day, the zzz monster just came to make friends with me the whole of chem tutorials today. yawns.

odac after school. did the final bit of decoration using the scaffold, along the corridor on the 2nd level. we were almost done for that final bit when someone just happily came along and told us it was too risky and we arent allowed to continue with it. like wtf can, we are almost done with the putting up for like after 2 hours and tadah, here she comes and say something, its brought down within 10mins. wow thanks so much lor. thats just her own perceived risk! and we are experiencing the real risk! know whats perceived vs real risk not! irrrrrritating la.

lucky laoba came just in time to save me and ghimmy and all of us there from the interrogation. feeling so dui bu qi to laoba, we could have finished it earlier and he need not waste his breath on explaining the acceptable risk to some people. rahhhhh. took down the deco on 2nd level and put it up on the 3rd level. went to lt1 for dry run after that. wasnt in the best of mood the whole day cos of the slight headache since the morning which worsened after the decoration.

on a lighter note, i was the BURGER KING for the day and enjoying myself in my BURGER WORLD, raising the BURGER FLAG. okkkkkkkkkk, its modified from the loser rap but no, burger is no loser! >:@ i was pushed around by the BURGERIANS, while sitting on the scaffold! hahahaha yayness, one of the rare times that im being pushed around, literally. :) i love my odac!

okay, and this is shit. all the civics elective are like taken up?! leaving whatever leadership and shit. wtf la. im feeeeeeling so vulgar these days. bye.

tomorrow's investiture!

thanks to all

2007-07-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

thanks to all who expressed their concern over the tagboard, was really much appreciated. really. :) thankyou all. i would be fine.

anyway i've no idea why i've been gorging myself with chocolates for the past 2 days. omgggg. and they taste super heavenly alright. love chocos to bits! okok. it's 17o7 today. so its our class birthday! we did many silly things today as a class too. shall update on it some other day, probably after im done with my eom or something. shit. and i've not started on a single shit of it.

whatever la.

SWEEEEEEEET EIGHTTEEN TO MY DEAR BLUR QUEEEEEEEEEN! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 17o7!!!!!

whats happening again! :(

2007-07-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

难道大家都还没长大吗？我不是说自己已经成熟还是什么的，但是这些不是只有在小学中学才会看到的吗？我不知道。或许是因为我早在小学已经经历这样的东西了。

上星期，我还在跟大姐埋怨学校的事情，她告诉我：”这世界有很多假惺惺的人，何必因为他们而破坏心情呢？很多人可以在你面前表现得跟你很好，但在背后挑玻璃间，或者为最不应该的东西而疏远你。干嘛在乎他们怎么想呢？你大姐我也还不是这样被别人这样讲而熬过来了，现在还不是开开心心的！just remember, you are who you are.“

我也知道这个道理，我也常常这样劝导别人，但是当如此这样的东西发生在自己的身上时，总是让人不知所错。不知为何听她这样一讲，心情真的变好了许多，心里当时也非常感动；可能是因为我当时心情真的很糟，这样的事情突然间发生在自己身上，也因为当事人就是自己最珍惜的人；顿时间根本找不到可以倾诉的人。

不是说我不要告诉老朋友，还是阿黄，还是谢仔，但也知道她们在自己的学校有自己的事情要操心，我也不想向她们诉苦我的问题，并加重她们的负担。见面的机会都这么少了，不想让我不愉快的事情占据见面时的所剩不多的时间。但有时当我已经承受不了的压力，我还是破例向她们发牢骚。真的很对不起，我也不想每次见面时都是为了要听我诉苦。答应你们，下次会面时，这些一定会减少的！虽然知道你们每次听我的牢骚也很腻、很烦，但是谢谢你们一直以来的体谅…也正因为知道我每次跌倒时，你们一定会在前面等着我再站起来，我才会相信这两年很快就会过去的！

一年都还没结束，却发生了这么多事情、好的坏的都有。不知应该高兴自己小学时曾经经历这些，所以现在面对于这样的事情，早就不会受到太大的影响；还是应该感到失望因为如今大家都这么大了还是会发生如此令人痛心的事情。有时候总会觉得，认识了太多人也不是件好事。因为都是有朋友的关系，都不知该相信谁、站在谁的那边才好，当个旁观者清也不是办法。

难道人与人之间就不能好好相处吗？朋友之间就不能坦白诚恳吗？何必搞出这么多麻烦呢？为了一些芝麻小事就可以破坏金钱不能买到的友情吗？难道在高中交到的友情就不值得珍惜吗？为何可以为了一些幼稚的人事物、还是人之间的爱情游戏、或者不应该有的嫉妒之心，轻而易举地吹灭刚燃起的友谊之火呢？难道这把火就没有能力可以热情地烧完整个人生吗？

5年前，我就是为了无聊的事情和老朋友翻脸，现在想回去还真苯，简直浪费了我小六的学生生涯。所幸，现在这些人已经成为我所谓的老朋友。：) 4年前，我就和刚认识不到半年的同班、同课外活动的朋友停止了一年的联络，并没吵架还是什么的，就是一年再也没有在说话；现在呢？虽然见面机会少得可怜，但我们还不是见面时总会无所不谈。

这5年以来，发生的事情有很多，但也因为这些让我成长不少、更了解人面。好事吗？或许吧。不会让自己伤心太久；坏事吗？或许吧。因为再次发生的时候，受到的打击会更大，受的伤更痛进心里…

现在根本不想存有什么非分之想，也不想让任何其他人事物给影响，你或许也发现，我已经在努力学着控制自己不让所有关于你的事情大量地影响我的心情，如今只想很诚恳、很纯粹地想当个朋友，当回前3月那简单的朋友。但是因为已经陷入得太深，想要收回的东西，不是说一瞬间要收回就能收回，是需要时间的，都还不知道会不会成功呢；如果等到那天的到来，就是我能勇敢地面对自己的感受了；而且从那天起，或许真的就是简单的朋友…简单的朋友？现在这么一讲，还真令人辛酸呢。

友谊，真的有那么脆弱吗?

12 signs u like someone

2007-07-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

was blog hopping around and i ended up in jasmine's blog where i saw something interesting! :)

12 signs you like someone.
TWELVE:
You walk really slow when you're with him/her.

ELEVEN:
You feel shy whenever he/she's around.

TEN:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

NINE:
When you look at him/her,
you can't see the other people around you,
you just see him/her.

EIGHT:
He/She's all you're thinking about.

SIX:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at him/her.

FIVE:
You have all your mind on him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything,
just to see him/her.

THREE:
While reading this,
there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person,
you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check
& are now silently laughing at yourself.

okay, this is dumb and i dont know how true this is but still, i got tricked. ROAR jasmine! :@

ndp prev'o7 and interhse cum structure

2007-07-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

here are some ndp photos that i took from pan pacific last saturday. couldnt capture down many fireworks cos my phone is too slow! so just got to make do with it. ohwell.

oh! the largest ferris wheel!

some night view over marina square.

it was interhouse games today, so many people came back to school. turned down meiying joycelyn when they asked me to join bball. aiyaaaaaa. but i dont even know how to play bball la. ): hahaha anyway i think the other ajcians must be thinking that we are so weird to be building a struture out of nowhere. but i bet it was as fun as their games! or even better! hoho.

its interhouse rockclimb today too! reached school at 730am in father's car(: kept blasting shou hu xing in huiwen's ipod for the first half an hour there. then yunlin msphang ghimmy weicheng came to tell me not to sit down there and emo and to cheer up! hahaha they were so funnnnnny. :) odac just rocks my socks!<3333

hahaha okay, i didnt rockclimb today but spent the whole day outside odac store to help out with the structure building instead! tgt with huiwen ahloh ahneo yihang gina meihui, while the rest were at the rockwall. hahaha.

we did the first A frame and tied it to the pillar and ground. it can support huiwen and me sitting on it at the same time! sang songs on it while we watched over the rest doing. opps. but its a nice feeling sitting on the frame! so relaxed. dont even have to worry that the frame will drop la.

some others came along and helped with the tying and frapping of the platform, some of us even went up on it. fun! i lay on the chair under the structure to sun tann when suddenly ahloh keep shaking the whole thing to test out and it nearly plop on huiwen and me! scary!

hahaha though the whole thing was tiring and we had to change the whole layout and the struture looks simple and plain but the product was quite successful and alot of effort has to be put in! woohoo~ so proud of ourselves! :)

hahaha so loving hor? XDDD

i've no idea what we were doing!

the building of the platform!

the product!

alright, actually thats not all for the final one, still have some more final touching up to do. we shall leave the stability of the structure on the day itself then. hoho. everything will be just fine~ :D went back to rockwall after building to debrief and celebrated yihang's bday! hahaha. 24th lunch at kfc! :)

ODAC IS <33333333333! :)

miss the past.

2007-07-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

i think im going to go through my dunno how many times of puberty again. the sexy voice strikes again!

just imagine seeing manhua holding on to some kind of test kit when she came out of the toilet today. hahaha that was enough to make me laugh at her at the end of the day. okay, that was just a thermometer in her hands but it looked like she was using some other thing. LOL. alright, manhua is nice enough to give me a website online just now, to keep me entertained! it has everything can! woohoo~ thankyou!

PUT THE LIME IN THE COCONUT!
WO XIAO SHI DE YI BAI TIAN!
hahaha. was talking to mag on msn just now. apparently she've changed her humber and i somehow didnt received it, no wonder she has been mia for so long. oh man, how i miss singing with her. used to sing till we drop at kbox! some day perhaps!

okay, it's 除了爱情 on the blog now, by 梦飞船! :) love can save you and love can break you 爱是你戒不掉的瘾… nice song! there're alot of songs that im in love currently. 听袁维仁弹吉他！不值得！守护星! and the list goes on. no apparent liking for these but well, its always nice to listen to them once in awhile. :)

sums up my day! :)

conquer wall2! :D

2007-07-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

its such an arm-aching day. i finally conquered wall2! woohoo. though it is nothing that i ought to be proud of and im supposed to be considered the super slow ones but at least i finally did it! (: loads of fun at rocklimbing wall with odac today! alright, most of the time is spent on setting up the wall and im indulging in singing during the whole time actually. hoho. the main songs for today were mainly from meng fei chuan! nice! odac banja-ed at rockwall before we leave for home!

its interhouse rockclimb on coming saturday but the response isn't as good as expected. must faster find someone else to represent cougar, else ghimmy and me will have to climb. i dont want to climb la! i will be so throw face can, esp when i cant complete the simple wall. :(

heavy eyelids are drooping down these days like how bulldog's face sags. throat is feeling pain and heaty now and yet im still eating mango right this moment. shoots! but the mango is really sweet and yummy.

:)

2007-07-07T13:17:00.000+08:00

人生，如果能以歌曲来形容，不就很容易表达自己了吗？是否有特别的几首能让人勾起开心或伤感的日子呢？又有几首歌曲会使人回想起一些难忘的人生阶段？又有哪些歌曲能轻易的动摇一个人的情绪呢？歌曲又会有那种莫名的力量改变一个人对某样东西的执着吗？

朋友 - 小一老师曾经教过我们的歌；中二分班时合唱的歌曲
westlife songs - 小学因无聊的东西而翻脸，之后就以他们的歌来表达
love, me - 中二班内流行的歌
孤单北半球 - 中二的早上羽球练习
japanese songs - 和Ding玩闹的两年
linkin park songs - 在brenda家弹吉他唱歌的日子
gareth gates songs - 在brenda家弹吉他唱歌的日子
craig david songs - 在brenda家弹吉他唱歌的日子
no promises - late night @ starbucks with some 18o7
粱山伯与朱丽叶 - 六月爬山涉水的各天
我可以 - 六月爬山涉水的各天
i believe - 六月爬山涉水的各天
明天过后 - 中四毕业晚上接下来的几天
浪花一朵朵 - 老朋友必唱的歌
一个像秋天一个像夏天 - 老朋友必唱的歌
不值得 - 形容这几天的心情

……等等歌曲。

有些歌曲听了，会在脸上掀起一丝微笑；又有些歌曲听了却会不禁让人落下泪来。但是，在落泪以后是否会又掀起一丝微笑呢？

本以为可以放心地开心下去，原来根本不是。看到了那些，了解我的人都会知道为什么我这次会真的感到很失望…对不起，没想到已经会让你感到不自在了。

odac after june hols!:D

2007-07-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

pe today! games session! hahaha. no height and weight! woohoo!! we played halfcourt netball. so funny cos its so messy with so many of us playing. had to keep going out of the court during team passes. it was a short school day! yay.

and more importantly.... the long waited odac sessions have finally started again! woohoo~ yupp, there was odac today and its so nice to see each and everyone of them again! ever since the june expedition. wow! its been like... 3 weeks?! miss them la!!!!!!! :D

it's mainly on post-expedition today, those equip check and stuff. and briefing on the upcoming activities this term! dragonboat! 2* kayak! sea expedition! cip project! windsurf! rockclimb! investiture! omg omg omg! and not forgetting the end of year trip to mount kinabalu and the water rafting! im so excited! WOOHOO~

I LOVE MY ODAC! :)

horrors

2007-07-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

well, to think i always thought that most singaporeans have the lu bu shi yi attitude but no! no news of my lost ezlink at all. :( its 1july'o7 today, gst rises to 7%! even macs icecream cone has become 60c each. horrors.

accurate personality test.

2007-06-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

i cant believe that im back here so many times in a day. i've no choice since my saturday is so boring that i've to rot it out at home. blame it that i woke up late today and my sis is still in bed, despite the fact that its almost 6pm now. thus, its home day for me. yes, im too lazy to start on tutorials as well.

anyway i went to tzer's blog and koped her personality test.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

omg sometimes its amazing that how some tests can be so damn true. go try!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

alright. im starting to smell food coming out from the kitchen and my mouth's begining to itch. im off to eat. tata!

recall the past.

2007-06-30T13:11:00.001+08:00

i was reading through the past entries of this blog and realised that i quoted alot of jimi works here also. i want to read his books again! :( anyway i came upon this entry of mine too, which i think its still worth sharing again. it was written durng sec4 midyears and its the only so-called intellectual entry i have.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

the world is like a solution, containing lots of small little particles like you and me. people's relationships follow the collision theory in speed of reaction. under high temperatures, high concentration, small particle size, sometimes with a help of a catalyst, people tend to get along well with each other.

but why with these conditions? it's all to do with the collision theory. speed of reaction is increased because there are more particles that collide with each other. but does it mean that all the particles reacted? well, no.

some particles do not possess enough energy to react with the other particles that collided into them, thus they just bounced off. the thing that react the particles together is what we called the effective collision, that is there's enouggh energy to start a reaction.

isn't people the same?

well, i guess it still makes sense to me even if its already 14months later. its not like as if there's an effective collision occuring between you and everyone else you know.

oh here's another one!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

小鸡丁自从在游艺会中
成功地装扮成一直快乐鸡之后，
就再也不肯将身上的鸡装脱下来了。
他要一直沉迷在那天受人欢呼的情境里，
永远活在掌声中。
他好快乐。

小鸡丁本来个性退缩，人生没有方向，
但是自从变成一只鸡之后，整个人完全变了样。
现在的他乐观进取充满朝气，
肩负着叫醒太阳、叫醒整个城市的使命。
他好得意。

小鸡丁每天都说他好快乐，
但其实他是骗人的。
他烦恼自己为什么不能像小鸟一样地飞翔，
但是他又宣称他一点烦恼也没有，让所有人都好妒忌。
他不能让别人知道他的不快乐，
那是他最大的快乐。

面对着蔚蓝晴空，看白云悠哉飘过，
人生任何的不快乐都该忘怀，
除非你贪心地想像鸟一样飞翔。
可怜的小鸡丁，
偏偏就是这么贪心……

小鸡丁想快乐地飞，
於是他痛苦地爬树。
他在心里默默鼓励自己，
只有经过极大的苦难，
才能享有真正的快乐。

小鸡丁好不容易才爬到树上，
可是却迟迟不敢放手、奋力飞翔，
他害怕如果不成功，一切又要从头开始……
风轻轻吹过，仿佛在不停地诉说：
「只要想像的快乐才是永远的，
现实的快乐处处让人胆颤心惊……」

小鸡丁从天上坠下那一刻，
虽然真实地感受到肉体碰撞的剧痛，
但他可没忘记在天空短暂飞翔的美妙快感……
人生哪有事事都快活的，
他快乐地领受预知的痛楚，
一切都是值得的。

快乐那么少，他怎么可以拥有那么多呢？
痛苦那么多，他怎么都不分担一点点呢？

and another!

秋风吹起，树叶一阵阵飘落，
小粉蝶飞来向绷带人告别：
「我必须先跟你说再见了，
当叶子落尽时，我就要离开你了。」
绷带人摇着头：「我舍不得你走，
我们一起来阻止树叶掉落好吗？」

and another! the very same day that marks the end of olevels. still remember that this was for pixica cause she just felt, unknowingly empty after olevels. haha! i miss pepperlunch! :(

人生有很多说不清的东西吧。为什么天空是蓝的；为什么地球是圆的；为什么是这样；为什么是那样…心里之所以会感到空虚也许是因为你还不习惯现在的新生活方式吧。怎么说，我们也停止了快节奏的生活，开始放慢脚步，静静的看着周围发生的事情。偶尔也翻翻自己的记忆簿，觉得有些事情还可以作得更好，但是那又如何呢？

时间不能为自己的过错而倒流，我们反尔应该积极地迈向未来。不应该因为突然觉得周围的事物达不到自己的期望而感到失落，感到空虚。因为人是贪心的，再多的东西也是满足不了自己的。想想，当你在感到空虚的时候，还有多少人在旁边为你分忧呢？有这些为你分忧的人，你心里还会感到空虚吗？

the much anticipated dragonboat next monday is being postponed. boo. but there's a sentosa outing to look forward to! yay.

lost my ezlink.

2007-06-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

ffffffffffffffff. i topup and made my concession and lost my ezlink right after i alighted from the mrt today and im sending my lappy's batt for repair tomorrow. oh great. what a day to celebrate the end of midyears.

good thing the long weekend break came just right in time for i dont know whatever random thoughts i may start to have. for a moment, i wished school would never reopen again. yeah, wishful thinking of mine.

you know what? thats it. i dont see the point in the thing that i once tried and tried to change my attitude for. i swear that day was the happiest and sweetest day i ever had, in a very very very long time. it was almost like a dream to me, im more than willing to do anything just to relive that day again and again but thats it. im sorry for not being determined enough. pixica, your ears are needed, soon. the sensitivity is on the rise!

...你带我上天堂又推我下去。

last moy paper to go!

2007-06-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

this is so so bad. im already in the post-moy mood! when i have the last chem paper to sit for tomorrow afternoon. okay, which means i still have the morning to do some more cramming but i guess i will just end up waking up late anyway.

well, the papers so far were er... kinda bad. i totally forgotten that there was econs p2 on monday, and to think i was like so happy when i finished p1 and was about to pack up when the teacher told us to get ready for p2. gp had us to rephrase a 'sex object'. gooooodness, like how to you rephrase that, a f.machine? okay nvm, i shall be more civilised now. HAHAHA like real.

physics was mcq and short structured questions. yupp those short short answers would be able to score but cause its like so little questions with so little details, i've no questions to choose from! and maths today was most disappointing among the all. i was stuck at binomial expansion which was like only q3?! damn demoralised.

yes, im bamming everything on chem tomorrow but sadly, im not doing any revision now! omgomgomg. no self-discipline to start! okay, its abit late to realise now, since its like ending tomorrow. half of me is looking forward to the end of tomorrow but the other half just feels like pushing the help button.

week 1 is coming to an end, i mean its like so fast can. cant imagine that everything will be starting all over again next tuesday, a brand new term. once school officially starts next week, i doubt i will get to see jurong in sunlight as many days as this week. leaving home before the sky brightens up; coming home after sky after darkens down. boohoo.

oh! its interhouse dragonboat next monday! yay! gonna meetup with ding zwin duawa st py after that! hopefully everything will run smoothly! woohoo~ (: tann tann tann tann!! though my fatty legs are still peeling from the june expedition. bah!

have been browsing through all the photos in the computer, from oldfriends to sec sch to prom to 18o7 to odac, almost everything! so i've decided to put up some of them here, though everything's so random now.

so much for some photos! hahaha pictures speak a thousand words huh, guess all these are enough to sumarise my past 4 years. from twosix to fourfour to pae to jae to now. if without all these companionship, all these days wouldnt had been that fun and memorable, especially now with the people around me and ofcourse ODAC!(: and yes, im looking forward to more days of fun and excitment with all of them!

:]

pre-moys

2007-06-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

last post before midyears which will be starting, techinically tomorrow. econs and gp. omg! last time for intensive mugging until i set myself to the crazy mode again. woohoo~

i cant wait for the dragonboat!
i cant wait for 2* to start!
i cant wait to see fellow odacians again!
i cant wait to meetup with ding and the others again!
i cant wait for this and that to happen!

alright, maybe it isnt that bad for school to reopen now, other than the first week but im actually looking forward to school reopen?! i must be really crazy. :(

old habits die hard but sorry but i still dont like to be had on.

stayover + kbox with oldfrens(:

2007-06-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

it was stayover at oldfriend's last night! met up for claypot dinner before gathering at her house again. watched tv, played uno, talked and laughed and crazyed and shared stories whole night, all the way to 5am! i survived the longest this time round! (: woke up at 10plus and we had breakfast which oldfriend's momo prepared for us. rotted around, did some mugging before leaving for kbox!

omgggg its getting from bad to worse at je now. first, the room was considered small for 6, then the tv was like much smaller than a usual one, thirdly the system was lagging and we had to call the person to come and reset it for us. roar! despite all these, at least the girl who served us was nice, she was quite patient with us i guess. haha.

sang many many songs! been a long time since we met up and sang our hearts out! (: screamed into the mikes, jumped on the sofa, playing with the tidbits, doing all kinds of funny actions, etc... FUN! XDDDD bei pan is nice! and yay! i finally get to sing that today too! its latest song that im indulging in! (:

simple meetups just make my day. and the time spent with them just passes so quickly! even though it was already more than 24hours seeing and talking to each other. but i guess how long is never and will never be enough for us! :]

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to the one who plays an important part in my life, then and even now(:
guess you will be reading this someday. haha but yar, here's what i have to say. i just happened to chance upon that entry of yours only yesterday and suddenly, it was a state of mixed emotions for me. dont know why either. happy that things are finally appreciated after so long; felt that it was such a pity because everything came well... too late? in a way maybe.

yes, those were really happy times together and i had never forget a single bit. though i have to admit things are so much different now, as compared to then. and so much have already happened in each of our lives but i guess thats why we are starting to appreciate the past now. on a good note, i believe we are both enjoying our lives now in different schools. im happy and contented with what i have now and i hope you are at the other side! :]

some things just came too late but good thing that we both have already moved on and grown up (okay, a little bit) since then. glad that we are finally facing this with an open mind now. i want to revive what we have done! i want to know everything! i mean it will be fun doing that after so long, right? hahaha hope to seeya real soon! :]

dumpling festival.

2007-06-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

stupid. who says dumplings must be triangular-shaped. rah. test of my patience. my dumplings will be all sort of shapes in the future, triangle no more...

alright that was summary for yesterday. spent the day at my ahma house. wrapped the dumplings, mug, play mahjong, mug, eat dumpling. OH! i went for 40min jog at the park and did stair-climb again! cause im feeling all the fats oozing out of my body these days. apparently that pt yesterday wasnt of any help, im still eating too much and i cant stop! shit.

went to national library to revise 3 maths chapters + questions today, with stonewoman! (: omg its less than a weeek to cts! rah! looking on the bright side, im going to be freee from all these mugging next friday! FREEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

hair cut tomorrow. day out-cum-stayover at oldfriend's on thursday. where's the time! i must really start working hard man. hallehlujah.

kuai le bu kuai le.

2007-06-15T12:05:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh its been some time since i last heard this song over yes933. used to be one of simeng's fav songs last time and sp we kept hearing it over and over again. xia ri momo cha!(: oh and it was aired on the radio last night when i was on my way home from 18o7 gathering! it was an enjoyable day though there were less than 10 who turned up. oh wells, nevertheless. i shall talk about it some other day.

this shall be one of the must-sing songs the next time i go kbox! which will be.... i dont know when and i doubt i can handle such a song either. hahaha till then, bye!

快乐不快乐 -郑秀文
咖啡淡了
是因为冰块溶了
没怎么了
淡了就是淡了
搁在桌上还要不要

不再爱了
是因为感情坏了
你怎么了
坏了就是坏了
没有什么大不了

我们不快乐
快乐后不再快乐
就在最后的一秒
抱了吻了哭了
快乐不快乐
没什么快不快乐
就在最后的一秒
我们的关系就这样了

天亮起了
是因为心情好了
没怎么了
我会爱上另外的人
爱情大概都这样了

我们不快乐
快乐后不再快乐
就在最后的一秒
抱了吻了哭了
快乐不快乐
没什么快不快乐
就在最后的一秒
我们的关系就这样了

meeting up with jasminetan!(:

2007-06-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

i finally get to hold my baobei after 44834638921657348 years! *shuang* it was a sweat-out with xie zai in the morning today, cant believe we are that healthy and surprising we both can wake up so early even though we were up till so late last night!

stroked, tapped, lobbed, smashed, dropped, ran, rolled, screamed, jumped.... everything! we were the only ones playing then and we had the whole hall to ourselves! damn nice cause we can do whatever stupid things there. hoho and talk loudly like nobody cares. jessica says we are like some working people then we are playing badminton to xiao qian. hahaha. so qi guai la.

but yupp, it was a nice talk! playing and talking and thinking at the same time. though my multi-tasking skills arent that good but enough to know what im doing. hahaha. toook a couple of silly photos before leaving the complex, we are so crazy.

met up with jasminetan sokleng at jec for lunch after our badminton game!(:(: been eons since i last saw them! i missssssss them alot! ):): lunch was fun, suaning jasminetan all the way.

h1 what?
*nods head* yar yar.

hahaha jt, u get it? XDDDDDD

went pooling after lunch. enjoyed ourselves, singing to the background music and laughing at how the cue ball and sticks keep flying around, fooling around ar the corner. hahaha! well, a simple meeting up with them just made my day(:

dinner with my family and we went for a movie at westmall! (:

一朝被蛇咬，十年怕惊蛇。我想我还是不够坚强吧，我始终不敢放手一博，还是可能是因为时辰未到呢？一切的一切只能靠自己了。虽然有时会有想要放弃一切的念头，但明知道自己努力了这么久，说放弃就放弃真有点不甘心…不行，不行，我要相信自己！

i must be crazy enough to be talking to myself like that. =\ what am i thinking! \(>.<)/

nostalgic ):

2007-06-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

it's 12june 0126h at this moment, i dont know what has come over me today, maybe jessica can help me out someday. hahaha i hope you're reading this when your computer's alive again tomorrow! or rather today!

dunno why but im feeling nostalgic about the past again. shit.

where have all the good old days gone to?
it's all locked in your memory box.
where's the key to it?
someday when your heart decide to open up again...

pae18o7(:

would you be there?

haii...

this is so super random. bye.